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I'm FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!. For a little while I was under the impression that shit was getting better. But then I realized that its me, and shit never gets better for me. I'm not allowed to be happy. there must be some divine scheme to keep me from getting anything. I just fucking hate my life. I have nothing to be happy about anymore. Hope is just a bunch of bull shit. My grades suck. I have no social life. Now basketball is all fucked up and i even lost that. My dads gone. my mom hates me. my brothers ignore me. I can only find comfort in drugs. I hate that about me. So i'm a lazy, low-life, drug addict, with no father. O what a great person I've become.