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Ughhhh I feel like shit ..like an idiot and a loser like a failure..
Why did I assume that because I got older I would stop feeling like a loser.
Why did I think it meant that I would stop making foolish decisions..
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at the emergency room with my pnine year old daughter she has a fever and a stomach ache. to mostit may seem like a drastic measure to rush off to the er for a fever but my girls have an undefinded kidney disorder that causes them to have near constant kidney and urinary tract infections and my younger daughter has been hospitalized twice with ( Read more... ) -
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at the emergency room with my nine year old daughter she has a fever and a stomach ache. to most it may seem like a drastic measure to rush off to the er for a fever but my girls have an undefinded kidney disorder that causes them to have near constant kidney and urinary tract infections and my younger daughter has been hospitalized twice with ( Read more... ) -
:) Im a happy loser!
I lost 4 more pounds!! That makes me so so happy.. I am almost below 200 again! I still want to lose 50 more pounds.. but I am doing it.. its happening ( Read more... ) -
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sitting in the parking lot at work pretty excited that this app is finally working for me. now. i just have to get better at using the Android keyboard. haha. goals for work today area to. finish the routine stuff by 830 then have time to clean the office
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What dreams may come...
Yes I stole a movie title for this blog.. .get over it..
are we over it?
Ok.. good.
I wish I could have normal dreams of normal things..
even my most tame dreams are filled with twisted dark things and have long doomed plots. Most of them are ongoing or a continuation of a previous dream.
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oblig weight and diet update.
I just ate a bananna and drank a bottle of water..
I popped a diet pill.. a birth control and a prozac..
getting on wii fit for 30 minutes than going to try an On Demand workout. My goal is to NOT stop moving for an hour.
weight this morn is 208.3.
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a break.
I got off work 37 minutes ago from Kmart. I go to work at dollar tree tonight at 7. I am pretty excited about today, so far a lot has gone well. I did great at work, and I dont eat anything that was too bad for me. I drank water.. I have plenty of time to get some stuff done around the house and to draw or write.. I am going to allow my self ( Read more... ) -
five minutes
Five minutes is such an odd space of time.. it seems like when I have 5 minutes to spare and choose to do nothing with them they draw out and last forever, each second ticking by loudly.. yet when I have five minutes to do something with they zoom on by causing me to rush and have anxiety. I wounder what things I can do in five minute increments, ( Read more... )