so here is some more juice to drink.

as most of you may know, i went on a lengthened vacation to see my mother in VA and friends in FL. virginia sucks. there are only main roads to get to main places, no real alternate routes. it's quite boring; everyone is trying to promote their business, whether it be a new restaurant or a realty, everyone's ( Read more... )

i'm just buried inside all this want. i want to start over. i see so much potential, and happiness, and problems. new experiences could have been had, why don't i just pull that trigger a little harder? because it shows that the more i try to pull that, the more try i exert into a situation, then i'm back to ground zero.

i want a clean slate, a ( Read more... )

I left a comment on a video about Scottish Fold Kittens. They are so cute.


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heart-wrencher
we all need to miss you more

seeing through the physicalities
how banal or hackneyed
overuseage of my mind to even think of what is or what may be real.

hiding in surly acts -- achievement.
differential outlier

i won't be fooled until it's real
unless the blandness will rise.

see you on cloud 9, chocolate dark.

i'm sick of all the assumptions people make. all the stupid, impractical, inane, predicatable, selfish questions they ask me about what they want because they live in this town. and you know what? i receive no benefits, no actual respect, and a cluttered mind/home. honestly, i should be suffocating from all the stress. it's not about what i want, ( Read more... )

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i have viewed the differential
over 3 years
and i am valient.
new life is brooding

it's almost there.

holy shit. the silence.

one day a fulfillment can be compromised
it would be great to excel
the pursuance of rapture.

why can't it happen?

we've all got wooden nails

love is not free
and it will not find you.
you have to earn it, and absorb it
like it actually means something.
this is a bad move, but bold.
it won't ever work. never.
it's the same scenario and
must stop rotation because
circles are infinite.
so put a kink in it for that certain
edge.

turning a new leaf, i shall become an optimist (for now ( Read more... )