When I got the news today ( Read more... )

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and suddenly the small things seem so pointless, so inconsequential, so unimportant. None of them matter to me anymore, the only thing that's important is gone.

Regrets collect like old friends Here to relive your darkest moments I can see no way, I can see no way And all of the ghouls come out to play And every demon wants his pound of flesh But I like to keep some things to myself I like to keep my issues drawn It's always darkest before the dawn ( Read more... )

Waiting for the end to come Wishing I had strength to stand This is not what I had planned It's out of my control ( Read more... )

it just wont go away....everyday is a struggle.....everyday it hurts

...a year later and its still so painful. the only regret of my life. I now see the happiness in her eyes and wish it was because of me. I wish those eyes were because of me, not someone else. I wish my life was back the way it was before. My heart only feels pain and my soul is no more. I always wished that life would bring her happiness, I'm just ( Read more... )

i miss christmas. I miss christmas eve, and will undoubtly tomorrow morning miss christmas morning. I miss not regretting. I miss life. I miss having meaning in my life

such a sad time of year. cant help but live in the past.