i miss you

[anduial]

I missed Michael a lot just now. I feel weird to say I miss him when I didn't know him, but most of you here know what I mean when I say that.

I immediately turned the lights on and put on the party playlist on spotify. I don't want to be sad.

Whenever I get this feeling now I transfer it into something else. I'm embarrassed to be the lazy person

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[subdereality]

At the end of the day, MJ's already gone, and there's nothing we could do to undo the tragic event.

The only thing we can do is to keep his legacy alive by doing something worthwhile in our lives. I'm a great believer of channelling negative feelings/emotions into something productive. I've done it before -- I channelled all of my sadness July/August '09 into studying for my first post-grad exam, and it worked perfectly.

Stay strong, bb. ♥ You're not alone.

[anduial]

Thank you. :)

[anduial]

♥

[anduial]

Exactly. That's the feeling I get. :) Like I should do something, not just sit here. I wanna go to the US, I wanna see #awesometown, I wanna write a children's book. I have to do it, not just want it. :)

[winged_orange]

That was beautiful, bb. It's great that you're taking something unpleasant and turning into something good. :)

[anduial]

Thank you, I'm trying. :) ♥

[captain_yavanna]

You're amazing bb, I *REALLY* want us to meet each other soon I'm serious!

[anduial]

Thank you! And I really want to meet you too! :) It shouldn't be too hard to have enough money to go to France. I mean, it's not America. XD ♥