Oh my god sweetie I wish I could hold you tight right now, I'm glad you had the courage to write this. And yes, yes to everything you wrote. This is exactly how I feel too. I think somehow I feel guilty for giving up on that place that gave me so much, but on the other hand this place only keeps to hurt every day with those posts. I swear these days I've been feeling anxious about checking it because I was afraid of what I was going to find on it, not because the posts really, but the kind of comments the members now leave. Like you said the atmosphere is so unhealthy and somehow I wish I could just let go. But Sara had a great point on Twitter earlier "*We* are Shamone", I think she's very right.
Aw, I'm so sorry. I really didn't realize his death affected you like it did. I don't know. Maybe I did, but I certainly didn't know what to say except for 'sorry.' Not sure what to say now, either, but it really sucks when what was your coping mechanism becomes a source of stress. :(
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But Sara had a great point on Twitter earlier "*We* are Shamone", I think she's very right.
Anyway take care bb <3
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And I basically went through the same thing you did with Michael through your life.
Shamone just isn't the same now. Idk :/
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I hope things get better somehow.
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Much love<3
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