I wish I knew how to exactly word what I want to say right now. :/ So forgive me if this doesn't make much sense.
Shamone was everything to me when I first joined back in July or whenever it was. I was constantly on there; even at work. The ONLY people who understood/understand me is/was Shamone. When things started to change, it was so devastating; to the point that I felt sick. It was REALLY hard to leave when I did back in December, but I needed to. Thankfully, before hand, I added a bunch of you bbs on Twitter. In result, I added even more of you as time passed. I finally went back a few months ago because of YOU GUYS. Now that I see that it hasn't changed any around there, it's been rather disappointing.
What I'm trying to get at is ,yes, I totally understand why it's so upsetting, because Shamone has helped us so much. But what helps me the most deal with it is what I will ALWAYS have from Shamone, the thing that will NEVER change: The friendships I made because of it, and that I STILL have.
I've been missing Michael even more (again) these past few months, but if it wasn't for our (as much as I hate to say it because people will think it's "cliquey") group of friends, I'd be completely lost.
So remember, bb, we are always here. Shamone can implode tomorrow, and yes, it'd be extremely sad, but WE will still be here for you, and we love you ever so much. <33
I wish I knew how to exactly word what I want to say right now. :/ So forgive me if this doesn't make much sense.
Shamone was everything to me when I first joined back in July or whenever it was. I was constantly on there; even at work. The ONLY people who understood/understand me is/was Shamone. When things started to change, it was so devastating; to the point that I felt sick. It was REALLY hard to leave when I did back in December, but I needed to. Thankfully, before hand, I added a bunch of you bbs on Twitter. In result, I added even more of you as time passed. I finally went back a few months ago because of YOU GUYS. Now that I see that it hasn't changed any around there, it's been rather disappointing.
What I'm trying to get at is ,yes, I totally understand why it's so upsetting, because Shamone has helped us so much. But what helps me the most deal with it is what I will ALWAYS have from Shamone, the thing that will NEVER change: The friendships I made because of it, and that I STILL have.
I've been missing Michael even more (again) these past few months, but if it wasn't for our (as much as I hate to say it because people will think it's "cliquey") group of friends, I'd be completely lost.
So remember, bb, we are always here. Shamone can implode tomorrow, and yes, it'd be extremely sad, but WE will still be here for you, and we love you ever so much. <33
I hope I made sense..:/
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