i sleep through the morning and wake up and say, damn, it was just a dream after all.

it's 4:25am. things are wrong. i don't know where my cellphone is. the cast is unstable. the show is unstable. and i have to write a ten page paper.

and a four page paper.

my heart hurts.

and all the while, i'm wondering if i'm ever doing the right thing anymore.

tonight we staged "children, children" for the show and it looks really, really good. one week from tomorrow is the first show. no really, one week from today ( Read more... )

lately i am everywhere all at once ( Read more... )

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"oh shit, i left my retainers in the bathroom." (thinks for a moment) "no wait, i'm wearing them."
i love my roommate.

tonight i saw ( Read more... )

Just in case you were ever confused why exactly I am so crazy, observe this year's family photograph:


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And now that I've been at school for almost a month, I spend a lot of time thinking about home. It isn't so much the way it used to be - no longer do I spend my late night hours missing the comfort, the care, the friends, the smiles of those who know me, and the simple fact that everyone knew me at home. Instead now, it's a loving longing - one ( Read more... )