What a beautiful day... until I had to go clean the TKE house, but that wasn't so bad, I did most of my stuff outside. I missed the sun, I'm glad it came out to play. Lexie has been away this weekend, which makes me realize what a sad person I really am without her. And by that I mean I miss her, and it's only been about two days ( Read more... )

Why can't people just fucking listen to me ( Read more... )

Damn, forgot this thing existed again. I need to take at least five minutes a day to just let people know whats up. I wish there were thirty hours in a day. That way, I could do everything I need to do, and still have time for the things I want to do. Joining a fraternity has been no crystal stair. Shit pops up at the last minute and I'm ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've updated. Here's a little update on how my last couple of weeks have been ( Read more... )

Baseball at 7:00 am is wearing really thin. So of course, instead of making the practices later in the day, they get moved earlier to 6:00 am. Fun ( Read more... )

One step closer to becoming a TKE. I got my bid last night, but you probably already knew that because I'm guessing Lexie already told the entire world. Although she gets really dorky about it, I will admit that it feels really good to have someone be happy and proud of me. Honestly, when I'm over 2,000 miles from home, it means the world to ( Read more... )

And by that I mean when I try to talk about my fears of myself, it gets twisted around to mean I'm a jackass or something. So yeah, I shared with Lexie that if life at Knox would have started different, I probably wouldn't be respecting myself or others the way I do now, a.k.a. I would have turned out a man hoe. Yeah, I'll admit it. I wasn't ( Read more... )

On and on I feel the pain,
Walk outside and I feel the rain.
On and on depression came,
Life or emptiness it feels the same.

How should I feel?
Or how does it feel?
When I think I'm alone, and I'm cold inside.
I'm a stranger in my own mind.

I don't live today.

You Are 21 Years Old

21

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

Hey, what do you know? This thing still exists. Back in school and it's not bad. Work is a little heavier than last term, but I really don't care. Everything is good. Honestly, this is way better than the nightmarish last term ( Read more... )