Sometimes it's not always about me...
And by that I mean when I try to talk about my fears of myself, it gets twisted around to mean I'm a jackass or something. So yeah, I shared with Lexie that if life at Knox would have started different, I probably wouldn't be respecting myself or others the way I do now, a.k.a. I would have turned out a man hoe. Yeah, I'll admit it. I wasn't planning on living so nicely my first year of college. But I met a few people, had a few things happen, and before I knew it, I was convinced that I still wanted to be the good guy. What I said was what probably would have happened, not what did happen. So fuck convenience. If it was convenience, I would have tried to fuck her the first night she invited me to sleep with her. Only I didn't, because I saw someone I respected and would be heart broken myself to treat someone in such a disrespectful manner. And while I'm at it, no girl deserves to be treated like trash, a slut, hoe, or whatever unloving term you want. They all deserve the best from any guy. So now here I am, feeling like shit all weekend because the girl I love thinks I'm fucking her out of convenience.
Oh, and I just remembered that Kate got a 4.0 her first term at Bard. Congratulations. Keep up the good work.
And Johny Carson died? WTF, when did this happen?
Anyway, still feeling like shit, so I'll just stop.
Normally this is where I'd sign off with R.U.L.E., but because I'm not feeling it, it wouldn't be right of me to use it. So instead:
A fat middle finger to everyone pissing me off right now.
Oh, and I just remembered that Kate got a 4.0 her first term at Bard. Congratulations. Keep up the good work.
And Johny Carson died? WTF, when did this happen?
Anyway, still feeling like shit, so I'll just stop.
Normally this is where I'd sign off with R.U.L.E., but because I'm not feeling it, it wouldn't be right of me to use it. So instead:
A fat middle finger to everyone pissing me off right now.