so friggin tired ( Read more... )

i got to hang out with a bunch of people from work last night after our staff meeting ( Read more... )

So much for promises.

So much for second chances.

for prom.

for forever.

for the beach.

for traveling.

so much for forgiveness.

for change.

for having enough time to cry.

for improvement.

for trust.

for expectations.

so much for being brave enough to leave me in person.

so much for that.

there is no such thing as a third chance.

so, yesterday after school i decided to do something for myself with the money i earned last weekend, just to keep from going crazy. so, i got my hair cut and highlighted and i feel so much better ( Read more... )

i can't take this shit for much longer.

i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown and i need a day off.

right now.

i want one day, to myself, where i can just lay around, and relax, and give my body the sleep it's been demanding of me for the last 6 months.

i'm so fucking wiped out it's rediculous.

gah. help me.

Happy valentines day everybody. i seriously hope everybody has a great day cause i prolly won't. haha, well i will until i get to work ( Read more... )

alright, first with the good news: Chief won Reserve Grand Champion at our show ( Read more... )

freaking go me. ms. strong read my college essays and told me they were the best she'd read in years ( Read more... )

so i know i haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

new job is...interesting. not bad, but definitly not my favorite place in the whole world. but hey ( Read more... )