so it's been SO freakin long since i've been on this thing but seeing as how i have the internet now i guess i have no excuse. life is crap, and i don't really feel like talking about it, but i'm sure i will later.

so really quick, i got a puppy! who is at this exact moment hindering my ability to type cause he's laying half on my lap, half on the kehyboard. asshole ( Read more... )

so things are a little bit better. i'm not..totally depressed, i'm just kinda blahed out right now ( Read more... )

i can feel myself getting sucked back into that whole...depression thing. i couldn't tell you why, i can just kinda feel it coming. i'm used to handling a lot of stress, but even i can have a breaking point, can't i? i mean...at any given moment i'm always stressing about something. i mean..it's either school, work, or work, or my mom being on my ( Read more... )

hmmmm...did i expect that the first time i saw my ex after he left me would be at work? and that he would have bigger boobs than i did? no. is it shocking and/or out of the ordinary? no. i guess that moment kind of summed up our whole relationship: fun, disfunctional, random, and it doesn't make any sense ( Read more... )

why does god hate me?

WHY do i have to have this irritating, painfully ironic type life?

WHY CAN'T ANYTHING GO RIGHT, DAMNIT!?!?!

i am so frigging tired ( Read more... )

Dear Taylor ( Read more... )

i'm going to pee myself.

it's still a little bit early to face rejection again.

doom.

glorious day yesterday ( Read more... )