if i burn all your letters would it burn away the memories of you, and all the pain that comes with them?

why can't i forget you?
i can't forgive you.
and everything still hurts.
it hurts so much.
how you threw everything away, everything.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I am addicted to super nintendo RPG's ( Read more... )

The Man.
The Legend
The Music
The God


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so my dad took away my..well, stuff.
took my phone ( i should be getting that back soon)
my internet ( i have a way of getting this back too)
my bass guitar (unfortunatly, still working on it)

mother fuck! i screwed myself over hardcore.
im doing work in school now though lol.
half day today, didnt do shit!
went to BK after school with friends.
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i just took a nice shower. for like 5 hours.
i didn't bother going to school today.
parents didnt give a shit since they had another huge fight last night.
they're just like "...just make up the work"
im hoping they forgot i have open school night tonight. word
i feel and smell wonderful. physically. but my breathe smells like hot piss.
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tool is quite honestly one of the best bands ever. ever mother fucker, ever. i was sitting at the computer erlier, and im not sure what happened, but the next thing i knew, i was waking up. and it was like 10 o clock. wierd, i blacked out. haven't had one of those since back in 8th grade. great. my father took my bass guitar away. im about to go ( Read more... )

im updating just for the sake of updating.
and im sick of seeing all those stupid pictures.

went to the college fair today, and...yeah. nothing really happened. saw darlene for the first time in like..years, cool. then i came home and i had to return the blockbuster videos that i now have a balance for, awesome. sat here and played bass for a while. ( Read more... )

Today, is boredom day. Where I sit here, take pictures, and lots of other random things. I'm gonna' be home alone allll day. Yay for me.

So here are the pictures I just took.

My sephiroth wall scroll (hellz yeah)


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This is the phone in it's natural habitat.


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im supposed to flip the phone open
and dial.
but I can't.
why? cause im a mother fucking pussy.
i'm like a little girl.
yay for me.
i'm gonna get no where.
god i hate myself...