Things are so stressful right now. i feel like i am holding up three huge platters, and i am going to drop one, but i need all three in my life. Love ,Work, and play... those are the big 3 right? well.

Breath. Calm blue ocean. thank god for my friends. they tell me everything will be ok, and i think i can try to believe them.

My band is doing pretty well.

Doing some new recordings, 5 members.

Its really rewarding actually. I seem to spend all my time outside of work on it however, it is like it own job. I definatly couldn't do it without joshes help.

its nice to have help from your friends.
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Dear Grandpa Merle, November 22 2009 ( Read more... )

Im not whining online for once (which is good)

We are all crappy in our own way. You trade one set of flaws for anouther. You can keep trading over and over again thinking your going to find the perfect thing, flawless and beautiful, but your blind because the grass isnt any greener when you get there. Yes it may be a different color, more red, blue ( Read more... )

I think this is almost to hard on me.

GOING to burning man... WILL be gone for over a week til Labor day... Its a 14 hour car drive, and no phone service, so i imagine ill be out of contact with everyone. GOOD luck to me! lol and ETHANS NEON GREEN VAN. we have been fixing it up all month to prepare for this trip. The labor paid my way to go... including a 250 dollar ticket!
whoot.

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I really want a child. Sometimes it seems impossibly far away. Alot of my friends have them already. Some may not know how lucky they are. Most may not understand how important it is to me, or why. Patricks new baby, has me thinking alot. I like holding her ( Read more... )

"Most folks are as happy as they make there minds out to be." -Abe Lincoln

"We are interested in others, when they are interested in us."

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