are you all aware this journal is closed?

Zachary
wait so you tell me you love me over facebook because you thought it would be awkward if you said it in person

12:47am
Victoria

yea word

12:47am
Zachary

wow your really , and i mean seriously, a bitch

From: Lyova
Sent: 11:56

When else do you want me to come

From: Victoria
Sent: 11:57

Never

From: Lyova
Sent: 11:57

So bad. How is friday

I am losing you.

I plan on sleeping in my own bed. Alone.

The process of earning someone's love is so complicated; just love me already! I promise I won't hurt you.

Today, I cried in class. We were watching a video on Akhmatova, which I have previously seen twice already. It was during the scene of her funeral when my tears began to form. At the end of it, they had rolled down my face leaving the salt behind to sting my cheeks ( Read more... )

I like a korean boy, but I like a different boy more so I won't do anything. Sigh - suspended in time.

So I've settled with myself. The smoke filled all my needs - I no longer have these craving for comfort. I do not eat waffles, and I've starved myself from ice-cream and sex. The crush-factor has died off, and my heart has grown much colder towards ex-lovers. The future holds a lot more for me, and I'm okay with that. I promised myself not to put ( Read more... )

I am just thinking about some of my own and my bestfriend's recent experiences. Things would be a lot less complicated if the partners we chose would be more honest. In fact, it would make us all much happier. I am happy to hear that the other puzzle piece wants me for himself, but they need to tell me that. Even if we are not yet officially dating ( Read more... )