i don't want to drink for a long time.
smoking's ok though.
it least it doesn't make me throw up three times.

Winter Break, woo!
Hopefully new years will be great.

eeee

My parents really know how to kill my good mood ( Read more... )

I'm better ( Read more... )

bad day yesterday ( Read more... )

wow.
awsome.
I feel a million times better than i did earlier this weekend/week.
sorry about those depressing entries, i kinda wish i didn't write them.
damn you lj.
i have work at pacsun till close this sat night, and of course, next sat night.
and i fucken hate t-rex.
bah.
i don't mind going to school tomorrow.

honestly.

I need to write.
I don't know what to do.
I don't want to do anything today.
I'm hungry but theres nothing to eat.
I'm tired but i can't sleep.
I got homework to do but i don't want to do it.
I don't think i've ever been this upset and frustrated with myself.
I really really don't know what to do.

the only thing i know right now is what i want

What a fun filled thanksgiving day.

Why am i such an idiot?
I feel like its always my fault when shit happends.
It probably is.

fucken shit...

(at least i'm missing periods 5 through 8 tomorrow)

I get to draw a scene from A Clockwork Orange for my english project.
How kickass it that?