Today was by far the most productive day i've had since i last remembered. Just now is when i get my few minutes of free time before i head off to work for another five hours. I woke up at 9:30 this morning ( Read more... )

Why is it that i feel so sane in an altered state of mind and so crazy in reality?
It feels good to let go of hope and say fuck you to the world.

New York.

it took me a long time to realize certain things ( Read more... )

To,
Everyone

I am NOT smoking anymore.
Do not offer me or let me smoke weed anymore no matter how much i ask you.
I may think i want it, but i know deep down i really don't.
I'm writing this in here because i know everyone will see it.
Please, do not offer me or let me smoke weed.
I DO NOT want to smoke anymore.
I'm tired of it.

thank you.
-Pat

bamboozled (however you spell it) needs to get here already.
I'm too excited for it.
grrr another two months.
but i do get to go to disney the weekend before.
and prom is two weekends after that.

wow i have a lot to look foward to.
:)

fuck.
i don't know why i'm mad.
i don't know if i'm overreacting.
fuck.

sorry all my journal entries recently are not happy.

back on lj huh ( Read more... )

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