yeah. still a fatass. but i ran for over an hour today, did a lot of hills too (well, treadmill hills, haha). burned 650 cals. too bad i'm still a fatass :(

I lost my damn mind again. What else is new. For breakfast, I had an egg white spinach omelette (I didn't finish it, but almost), some broccoli, and half a piece of toast w/butter (150 cals total?). Took a long nap. For lunch, I had a salad, two teaspoons of corn, two teaspoons of sweet pototato stuff (pie?), two small stuffed mushrooms, two ( Read more... )

Not only did I have a piece of salmon, I had a cup of fat free plain yogurt, another cup of bean salad (4 kinds of beans soaked in this sweet stuff), AND more almonds. I am SUCH a fatass ( Read more... )

So I was driving away from school last night to spend Easter weekend w/my bf's family, and I started feeling really funny. Hands got numb again, my vision was funny, and I took 5 wrong turns on a route I've driven a million times! (Usually, that never happens.) I was driving w/someone and didn't want to get us hurt in an accident (or wreck my ( Read more... )

and I weigh 129. Wtf? I was really, really hoping for 128 today. Anyway, haven't given up on 126 by Tuesday morning.

nothing to say really... so not interested in food right now, which is great! i'm sooo glad all the cravings are gone - literally, everything solid seems so unnecessary right now. i can't wait to wake up tomorrow (after i go to the gym and out dancing/calorie burning!), hopefully I will weigh 128, and by the time I wake up I'll be about 54 hrs ( Read more... )

I hit the mental-clarity point! I feel amazing, I'm so glad I was able to get through yesterday. Definitely the hardest. Today, I haven't even been to the fridge to look, only to get juice(yeah, I usually go stare at all the foods I can't eat - pathetic much?) So, I haven't lost any weight yet, still at 130, and I actually feel fatter and ( Read more... )

i hate all-nighters. g'night (g'morning!)

1/4 of the way there. 25 hrs down, 75 to go. I really, really hope I am 126 by Tuesday - b/c I don't get back till Monday night, I'm going to end up not really able to weigh myself till Tues.

Definitely feeling super-weak now - mentally that is. The first 48 hrs will be hardest, I just want to chew food so badly right now. I am so pathetic and fat. Writing it down makes me see how sad I really am. Cow. Drinking carrot juice right now, Odwalla makes a really good tasting one (and it's 100% pureed carrots) - 70 cals in a cup, and it' ( Read more... )