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um I don't know what to say. I haven't updated in a while because I've been busy drowning in my life. I've gained 10 more pounds since I've been on here. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore. all I do is eat. I eat when I'm bored, stressed, sad
it never ends.
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fasting
I'm fasting with a selfdestroyer someone I knew from xanga and I need this. ugh I'm 20 lbs from my lowest weight of this yeah. I can't believe how much I fucked up. I tried So hard to get out of the 180s I fought so hard and made it out in 2weeks for a year later to me right back there instead of my goal weight. how could I have let this happen?
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Hey guys
I'm migrating from xanga. it hasn't closed yet but they're in the process of moving everything to WordPress. but only the premium members and people who pledged. ahh I'm doing so bad in my diet but good in other aspects of my life. why can't it just all fall into place. better yet what can't I stop being such a fat Ass and eating everything in ( Read more... ) -
all shook up
Hey guys how was everyone's weekend???!!! Mine was actually pretty amazing lol I don't know if you guys want full details but I walked in the gay parade!! Danced and walked lol for 4hours straight and walked around the village so that was basically 7hours of walking around I can't even lol. Talk about a workout.
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insecurity will destroy you
Dammit xanga. Everytime I have a huge post it has to be screwed up. Ok let's try this again.
Single-the friend who's boyfriend just dumped her a week before. She's still in lovey dovey faze of the break up and she hasn't yet realized he's kind of a Dick.
The couple- the new couple. They just got together.
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if snookie can do it so can you.
I keep binging and its just like uhhhh. Then yesterday I said I would fast and not purge. I promised myself and I purged twice. I can be really pathetic sometimes. I don't know why its so hard for me to complete a fast now. I'm being picked up around 10 tonight to go to the cabin. I really don't want to eat anything.
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I gave up food cause that shits expensive
Im sore from playing volleyball this weekend but of course I'm still the same weight I've been for like 3 months now. How do I get out of this rut? Like seriously.
I have to get prepared for the trip to the cabin with my friends I haven't seen in a year and my gf:( I'm stressing out about it. I don't look good in summer clothes and me and my gf ( Read more... ) -
xanga shutting dow.
I'm exploring my options. Blogging really helps me stay on track:)
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