Title : Loneny Night
Author :
an_jungPairing : I write this whit YabuNoo on my mind, with Yabu's POV. but you can change it as you like
Warning : No name *as i like*, Use your imagination, Probably Grammar mistake. Eng isnt my mother language
Please hear Infinite's Just another Lonely Night (japanese)
vaguely, i heard faint tone from neighboor who play a music. I look at the clock on the wall, its 2 p.m, and i am still open my eyes wide. simply, i cant sleep. An insomnia. Because you arent here, beside me.
i toss my body around. The coldness from the bed flow through my body. I felt so empty, like the bed where i sleep. Maybe, just maybe tonight will be another lonely night.
I take my phone, maybe you call me. Or a simple massage is find to me. I just want to know, that tonight, it will not be my lonely night. I grip my phone. I have an urge to call you, right now. But i try to restrain my self. I know, you dont like if i suddenly call you in the middle of the night.
where are you know? with who you spent your time?
please tell me, where you are? who youre with?
You know, actually i am very afraid, not only because i miss you. I just afraid, tonight will not be the last time my lonely night. I am afraid there will be another loneny night.
How can i sleep when you invade my mind and make me awake by my thought about you. I try to remember every single day that i passed with you beside me. From your lips who perform a beautiful smile for me, your eyes that squint when you laugh of my gag, your finger that moves beautifully when you touch me.
It will always be my memories. But, will it be your memories? i doubt it, because i can ask it to you. because i am here, alone.
Its not the first time, and i hope this will be the last time. But what can i do? there isnt one time you tell me about your feeling, about the reason why you leave me in the night. Make my night become so lonely.
Please, comeback home soon. Because there is something that i want to ask to you, maybe last question from me to you.
Please say it at once, its okei even its from phone.
Just tell me, who you love? who loves you?
Why dont you comeback to me? i will always protect you and always by your side.
just, comeback here, and sleep beside me.
overcome my afraid of my lonely night.
Because my night will be always lonely, without you
Yeah, another drabble without name.. -.-
i just want to write when i listen to this song..
And dont know, but i only have YabuNoo on my mind at this time. So, yeah, s really short drabble.
1. as i said before, that right now, i am into Hey Say Jump's Senpai, Arashi too. I probably will write fanfic about them too. My first Arashi Fanfic will be publish on Nino's Birthday. So, it soon.
Ps : its Sakuraiba
2. I give up about chaptered fic. I cant keep up the pace to write chaptered, bcs, yeah, real life as university student eat more time that i expected. So, maybe i just drop Nerdy love.
3. Regarding Daughter. Maybe some of you still want to know the end. Even i told that i give up chaptered, i cant give up "Daughter". Its only 2 part, anyways. I dont know when it will be done. But, yeah. lets hope it soon.