Long Distance Relationship
Title: LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi - Ninomiya Kazunari (Ohmiya)
Author : an_jung
Beta : lunamond
Desclaimer : i dont have them, of course.
Rating: Pg-13
Genre: drama, romance, fluff
Originally posted in je_united
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
If you see the person you like every day and tell them you love them, is that really love? I feel like it's much deeper if on the days you can't see them, you wonder about them and whether or not they've had lunch that day. -Ninomiya Kazunari, More 04.2011-
Ninomiya’s POV
We are living together, me and him. It has been a year since I moved out to live together with him in his place. And we were always in love since the beginning. Others saw us like we love doing fanservice, but most of all, what we do its all love. Because we have so many jobs together, practically, I’m always with him. Until something happened. The day when our relationship will be tested. The day he told me he have an overseas project.
Flashback
"Thank you for the meal, Kazu. As always, it was delicious, " Ohno, my lover said after we were done eating our dinner.
I smiled to him. When I wanted to stand up to do dishes, he grabed my hand and pulled me back to sit. "What? What's wrong?"
"There is something that I want to talk to you…"
"Eh? Nani hanashiteta? Something important?"
"Un. I have a project about my art,"
"Eh? Nani? You will make your third exhibition? Sugoi janai?"
He shook his head, "No, its not like that, Kazu. I.. I got scouted."
"Eh? What do you mean?"
"Yeah. Like what I said I have a project from Paris and I need to go there,"
"Paris? But, isn‘t it quite dangerous there right now?"
"Yeah, I know. But they offered me that project. And I want to do it. Can I get your permission?"
I got up and walk where he was sitting , I circled my arm around his neck to close our gap. I wishpered right in front of his lips: "If you are happy and want to do it, of course I can‘t oppose it. But you should take care of yourself. I don‘t want something bad happen to you."
He cupped my cheek. "I know. I’m going to be gone for 2 weeks. You should take care of yourself, too."
"Un, I'll miss you."
"Me too, Kazu. I'll miss you ,too."
2 days later, Satoshi was really going to Paris and left me alone. Of course I accompany him till the airport. There are a lot of reporters, even though they just assumed I am here as an Arashi member. I followed him until the VIP waiting area, where there weren't any press or paparazzi. He took a seat and I sat beside him.
"I'll leave for 2 weeks, Kazu."
"Yeah. I know you already told me 2 days ago. And I still remember it."
"Its not that long, I know it. But still I'll miss you a lot."
"I know. But this is your job which you want to do. Hang in there. Come back safely, please."
He captured my lips for the last time before we heard the calling of his flight. I waved my hand to him until he slowly walked away. “Well, this will be hard.” I thought.
The end of Flashback
I laid in bed in our shared room and looked at the celling as I saw his face on the white celling. I still remembered the conversation before he flew to Paris last week. And now I already miss him like hell. Even though he called me everyday I missed him so much. It has been only days after his departure, I can't handle the overhelming feeling of missing someone important though.
I stood up from my bed and walked to the veranda. There I looked up into deep black night of Tokyo. I couldn't see the stars, the only lights were the lights of skyscrapers like our appartment building.
I looked up and felt so empty. Without him the night sky is only a wide black thing, nothing more. Because he is my star. My only star.
I may have a good façade in front of the camera when it's rolling. However I knew deep inside I felt so empty. It felt so wrong. I couldn't come up with the same emotion like usual. I felt useless and lost. Without him I am nothing. Because he is my everything.
I took my phone and started calling you. I were waiting for you to pick it up and I smiled as I heard your voice.
"Moshi - Moshi, Kazu?"
"Hey, Oh-chan."
"Hey. What are you doing? Shouldn't you sleep right now. It's midnight over there, isn't it?"
"Un, its around 11 p.m. I couldn't sleep. I missed you so much until when I close my eyes I
can't see no one else than you."
"Hey, why you are so cheesy in the middle of night. And you know you need to sleep. Won't you have a job tomorrow?"
"Un, I have a shoot in the afternoon till late. But I couldn't sleep before I knew you were alright. “
"Ja. Let me say I'm fine here."
"Have you eaten lunch, yet? It's already past lunchtime, right?"
"What do you think?"
I chuckled and laughed a bit and felt relieved that he was doing fine. "You should eat, old man. If I find you not chubby anymore when you comeback I'll choke you."
I knew he was smiling on the other line. "Ne, Oh-chan...?”
"Hm?"
"You know I miss you, right?"
"Un. Wakattayo. I love you, too."
"Hahaha. You are so funny, Oh-chan. Well, it's true tough, I love you."
In the end we talked about a lot of things. I missed him so much until I didn't want this call to end.
It has been 11 days since his departure to Paris. He said his project is doing fine and I was really happy when I heard that. We have been exchanging mails and calls. And sometimes we skyped and he was filming his studio or he just simply put his phone so I could see him doing art. However mostly it all ended unfinished since I fell asleep in the middle of our conversations.
Right now I have a day off and even though it's unsual for me, I want to take a walk. I took my hoodie and went out. When I looked at calendar on my phone I realized it were just 3 more days before he would comeback home.
I took a walk into park near our appartment. I sat down and was ready to call him. Then I remember that it was 10 a.m. here, so it must be still dawn over there and he would be sleeping. So instead of call or video call I took a selfie and wrote a simple massage to him.
To : My Satoshi
From : Kazu
Subject : Missing you so much!
Attachment : 2015-11-21. 10.20.30.jpg
If only distance is just a number
I will go through space and time.
If only time could understand
There wouldn't be a hurtful feeling.
Because you will come back to me.
From Tokyo. Your beloved lover who is waiting for your return.
I love you I miss you though.
I took a walk again after I sent it. Now I'm going to a nearby convinent store to buy some ingridients. I would like to cook Ohno's favorite meal -curry rice- for dinner.
There is one thing that I kinda hate cooking when I'm alone. It's that I always make a meal too much for just myself. That's why I decided to call my friends, well, the Arashi members if they are available to eat dinner in our appartment. At least I make them spend less money for their meal. In the end only Aiba were available. Jun had a meeting about our next concert and Sho obviously he had news zero thing.
I turn off my stove when I heard the doorbell ringing. As I opend the door I found out it
was Aiba who smiled widely at me. He lift up his hand showing a plastic bag from konbini.
"I brought beer."
"Well, come in."
I let Aiba to come in. While he helped me to prepare the table I took the curry and served it to him. "Well, it just a curry rice. It happened I made too much for myself. You know my cooking skill, right?"
"Yours is always delicious, Nino-chan." Aiba said as he took his spoon.
I started eating my own curry rice, too. "Ne, isn't today your day off?" Aiba started our conversation tonight.
"Un. Sou yo. Thats why I could cook my dinner. It's very rare to have a day off for me, isn't it?"
"Have you talked to leader today?"
"Un. I sent him my selfie when I took a walk in the park this morning. Well, it's probably still dawn over there."
"Did he reply?"
I took my phone out and opened Satoshi's last mail. I shove it to Aiba so he could look at the contain of the email.
What Satoshi sent to me was a photo of his painting, a sky, a wide blue sky. And it came
with a little text which made Aiba squalling. Well, I squalled too when I first read it.
To : Kazu
From : My Satoshi
Subject : Under the same sky
Attachment : Paint_17.jpg
I know that we are not on the same continent.
We are under the same sky, we look at the same sky...
We may not be together right now, physically.
However I know our hearts will be always together.
"Oh my God! Nino! When did our leader turn into such a romantic person?"
"I don't know. Maybe Paris gave him a lot of inspiration. Well, people said it is city of love."
"Isn't that great?"
"Yeah. Thus I miss him even more. I can't wait till he comes back."
"Oh, Nino... it's just few days more. Hang in there!"
I chuckled as we continue our dinner. After we were done with it Aiba said that he needed to sleep early, because he'll have a schedule for tomorrow morning. So I bid him goodbye before I realize I'm all alone, again.
I sent a goodnight massage to Ohno before I drifted to sleep. I didn't know why but I didn't have any will to play games all night. I just wanted to sleep. Maybe, just maybe I will meet Ohno in my dreams.
On the next morning when my manager called me I felt refreshed. And yes, even it was vividly I knew that I met him in my dream. After I answered my manager and agreed with him that he will come in 1 hour I hurriedly sent a massage to Ohno who was probably still sleeping.
To : My Satoshi
From : Kazu
Subjeck : Ohayou
Ohayou, Satoshi...
Another day passed without you..
It has been 12 days...
You will be here soon, right?
2 more days. I'll hang in here...
Anyway, I just wanted to say that we met last night. You came into my dream. You came and even kissed me...
It was the best dream I ever had.
I just wish you will back soon....
From Tokyo. Your beloved lover waiting who is waiting for your return
I love you and I miss you
I didn't get any reply from Satoshi after I sent him my mail this morning. I tought he was totally occupied with his art over there. But when I tried to call him the one that answered me was only the answer machine. I waited and waited until I was done with my schedule for today.
I'm totally exhausted as far as I remembered I got out from studio at 11 p.m. What I wanted to do right now was laying on our bed and sleep. Maybe meet with him in dream will be great, too. However I got irritated as soon as I stepped into our home.
"Arrgh! I didn't turn on the lights when I got out this morning. Ugh, mendokusai!"
I already know our home, too well. I just walked straight to our room.
"Don't you want to say something to me?" I stopped in my track right after I heard that voice. Satoshi! Am I in dream? I am sleepwalking.
I felt a light touch on my shoulder, "You aren't in dream nor sleepwalking, love. Tadaima,"
I turned my head, despite the darkness i can see Satoshi's face that really close to my face, "Anata, hontou ni Satoshi? You aren't a ghost, are you?"
I heard a muffled laugh before the lights turned on and I could see him -Satoshi- in front of me smilling. I smiled back at him and threw myself in his arm. I took a breth full of his scent. I missed this so badly.
"Okaerinasai, Satoshi." whispered I into his ear.
"Tadaima, Kazu." wishpered he back.
Still hugging him I asked: "Why did you come back now? I thought you'll be back in only 2 days."
"Well, my job was already done. And I didn't want to spend more time there in a place without you. So here I am. Back to our home."
I loosened our hug, "I'm very tired right now, Satoshi. And I bet you have a jet lag too, right? How about we cuddle in our bed and you can tell me all about Paris?"
"I would love to do that."
We moved to our bedroom. Since Satoshi was already in his t-shirt he laid in our bed and I changed my clothes in front of him. I didn't feel any embarassment when changing in front of him and after I was done I laid beside him to cuddle with him.
"Can I not tell you about Paris tonight? We have all the time tomorrow. I just want to cuddle with you tonight."
"Un. You shoud tell me everything tomorrow. Anyway, I'm glad you're back in here." I cuddled closer to him.
Satoshi kissed the top of my head when he said: "And I'm even more glad I'm back to your warm embrace. It's really hard without you beside me."
"I know. Even it was just 2 weeks. It was really hard. I'm glad we don't need to do real long distance relationship."
"I don't want to be separated from you. Lets sleep. Oyasumi."
I heard his steady hearbeat and his steady breathing. I smiled I knew we will have all the time tomorrow. And it will be back like before without the distance between us. Tonight I'll sleep soundly. I don't mind if I won't meet him in my dream. Cause I knew he is right here beside me and embrace me. And he will always be there.
I smiled before I slowly feel that my eyes won't stay open anymore. My first long distance relationship end tonight. But I know this gave me the faith that this relationship will survive no matter what happens. And it proves me that we're mutually in love. Me and him. Ninomiya Kazunari and Ohno Satoshi.
END
Hi. i am back with repost from JE exchange.
i hope you like it. I kinda busy cause my uni had 'acctually' started. I will be like Sho in no time. *if you understand what i mean*
anyway, here it is...
thank you for reading.
comment are appreciate.
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi - Ninomiya Kazunari (Ohmiya)
Author : an_jung
Beta : lunamond
Desclaimer : i dont have them, of course.
Rating: Pg-13
Genre: drama, romance, fluff
Originally posted in je_united
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
If you see the person you like every day and tell them you love them, is that really love? I feel like it's much deeper if on the days you can't see them, you wonder about them and whether or not they've had lunch that day. -Ninomiya Kazunari, More 04.2011-
Ninomiya’s POV
We are living together, me and him. It has been a year since I moved out to live together with him in his place. And we were always in love since the beginning. Others saw us like we love doing fanservice, but most of all, what we do its all love. Because we have so many jobs together, practically, I’m always with him. Until something happened. The day when our relationship will be tested. The day he told me he have an overseas project.
Flashback
"Thank you for the meal, Kazu. As always, it was delicious, " Ohno, my lover said after we were done eating our dinner.
I smiled to him. When I wanted to stand up to do dishes, he grabed my hand and pulled me back to sit. "What? What's wrong?"
"There is something that I want to talk to you…"
"Eh? Nani hanashiteta? Something important?"
"Un. I have a project about my art,"
"Eh? Nani? You will make your third exhibition? Sugoi janai?"
He shook his head, "No, its not like that, Kazu. I.. I got scouted."
"Eh? What do you mean?"
"Yeah. Like what I said I have a project from Paris and I need to go there,"
"Paris? But, isn‘t it quite dangerous there right now?"
"Yeah, I know. But they offered me that project. And I want to do it. Can I get your permission?"
I got up and walk where he was sitting , I circled my arm around his neck to close our gap. I wishpered right in front of his lips: "If you are happy and want to do it, of course I can‘t oppose it. But you should take care of yourself. I don‘t want something bad happen to you."
He cupped my cheek. "I know. I’m going to be gone for 2 weeks. You should take care of yourself, too."
"Un, I'll miss you."
"Me too, Kazu. I'll miss you ,too."
2 days later, Satoshi was really going to Paris and left me alone. Of course I accompany him till the airport. There are a lot of reporters, even though they just assumed I am here as an Arashi member. I followed him until the VIP waiting area, where there weren't any press or paparazzi. He took a seat and I sat beside him.
"I'll leave for 2 weeks, Kazu."
"Yeah. I know you already told me 2 days ago. And I still remember it."
"Its not that long, I know it. But still I'll miss you a lot."
"I know. But this is your job which you want to do. Hang in there. Come back safely, please."
He captured my lips for the last time before we heard the calling of his flight. I waved my hand to him until he slowly walked away. “Well, this will be hard.” I thought.
The end of Flashback
I laid in bed in our shared room and looked at the celling as I saw his face on the white celling. I still remembered the conversation before he flew to Paris last week. And now I already miss him like hell. Even though he called me everyday I missed him so much. It has been only days after his departure, I can't handle the overhelming feeling of missing someone important though.
I stood up from my bed and walked to the veranda. There I looked up into deep black night of Tokyo. I couldn't see the stars, the only lights were the lights of skyscrapers like our appartment building.
I looked up and felt so empty. Without him the night sky is only a wide black thing, nothing more. Because he is my star. My only star.
I may have a good façade in front of the camera when it's rolling. However I knew deep inside I felt so empty. It felt so wrong. I couldn't come up with the same emotion like usual. I felt useless and lost. Without him I am nothing. Because he is my everything.
I took my phone and started calling you. I were waiting for you to pick it up and I smiled as I heard your voice.
"Moshi - Moshi, Kazu?"
"Hey, Oh-chan."
"Hey. What are you doing? Shouldn't you sleep right now. It's midnight over there, isn't it?"
"Un, its around 11 p.m. I couldn't sleep. I missed you so much until when I close my eyes I
can't see no one else than you."
"Hey, why you are so cheesy in the middle of night. And you know you need to sleep. Won't you have a job tomorrow?"
"Un, I have a shoot in the afternoon till late. But I couldn't sleep before I knew you were alright. “
"Ja. Let me say I'm fine here."
"Have you eaten lunch, yet? It's already past lunchtime, right?"
"What do you think?"
I chuckled and laughed a bit and felt relieved that he was doing fine. "You should eat, old man. If I find you not chubby anymore when you comeback I'll choke you."
I knew he was smiling on the other line. "Ne, Oh-chan...?”
"Hm?"
"You know I miss you, right?"
"Un. Wakattayo. I love you, too."
"Hahaha. You are so funny, Oh-chan. Well, it's true tough, I love you."
In the end we talked about a lot of things. I missed him so much until I didn't want this call to end.
It has been 11 days since his departure to Paris. He said his project is doing fine and I was really happy when I heard that. We have been exchanging mails and calls. And sometimes we skyped and he was filming his studio or he just simply put his phone so I could see him doing art. However mostly it all ended unfinished since I fell asleep in the middle of our conversations.
Right now I have a day off and even though it's unsual for me, I want to take a walk. I took my hoodie and went out. When I looked at calendar on my phone I realized it were just 3 more days before he would comeback home.
I took a walk into park near our appartment. I sat down and was ready to call him. Then I remember that it was 10 a.m. here, so it must be still dawn over there and he would be sleeping. So instead of call or video call I took a selfie and wrote a simple massage to him.
To : My Satoshi
From : Kazu
Subject : Missing you so much!
Attachment : 2015-11-21. 10.20.30.jpg
If only distance is just a number
I will go through space and time.
If only time could understand
There wouldn't be a hurtful feeling.
Because you will come back to me.
From Tokyo. Your beloved lover who is waiting for your return.
I love you I miss you though.
I took a walk again after I sent it. Now I'm going to a nearby convinent store to buy some ingridients. I would like to cook Ohno's favorite meal -curry rice- for dinner.
There is one thing that I kinda hate cooking when I'm alone. It's that I always make a meal too much for just myself. That's why I decided to call my friends, well, the Arashi members if they are available to eat dinner in our appartment. At least I make them spend less money for their meal. In the end only Aiba were available. Jun had a meeting about our next concert and Sho obviously he had news zero thing.
I turn off my stove when I heard the doorbell ringing. As I opend the door I found out it
was Aiba who smiled widely at me. He lift up his hand showing a plastic bag from konbini.
"I brought beer."
"Well, come in."
I let Aiba to come in. While he helped me to prepare the table I took the curry and served it to him. "Well, it just a curry rice. It happened I made too much for myself. You know my cooking skill, right?"
"Yours is always delicious, Nino-chan." Aiba said as he took his spoon.
I started eating my own curry rice, too. "Ne, isn't today your day off?" Aiba started our conversation tonight.
"Un. Sou yo. Thats why I could cook my dinner. It's very rare to have a day off for me, isn't it?"
"Have you talked to leader today?"
"Un. I sent him my selfie when I took a walk in the park this morning. Well, it's probably still dawn over there."
"Did he reply?"
I took my phone out and opened Satoshi's last mail. I shove it to Aiba so he could look at the contain of the email.
What Satoshi sent to me was a photo of his painting, a sky, a wide blue sky. And it came
with a little text which made Aiba squalling. Well, I squalled too when I first read it.
To : Kazu
From : My Satoshi
Subject : Under the same sky
Attachment : Paint_17.jpg
I know that we are not on the same continent.
We are under the same sky, we look at the same sky...
We may not be together right now, physically.
However I know our hearts will be always together.
"Oh my God! Nino! When did our leader turn into such a romantic person?"
"I don't know. Maybe Paris gave him a lot of inspiration. Well, people said it is city of love."
"Isn't that great?"
"Yeah. Thus I miss him even more. I can't wait till he comes back."
"Oh, Nino... it's just few days more. Hang in there!"
I chuckled as we continue our dinner. After we were done with it Aiba said that he needed to sleep early, because he'll have a schedule for tomorrow morning. So I bid him goodbye before I realize I'm all alone, again.
I sent a goodnight massage to Ohno before I drifted to sleep. I didn't know why but I didn't have any will to play games all night. I just wanted to sleep. Maybe, just maybe I will meet Ohno in my dreams.
On the next morning when my manager called me I felt refreshed. And yes, even it was vividly I knew that I met him in my dream. After I answered my manager and agreed with him that he will come in 1 hour I hurriedly sent a massage to Ohno who was probably still sleeping.
To : My Satoshi
From : Kazu
Subjeck : Ohayou
Ohayou, Satoshi...
Another day passed without you..
It has been 12 days...
You will be here soon, right?
2 more days. I'll hang in here...
Anyway, I just wanted to say that we met last night. You came into my dream. You came and even kissed me...
It was the best dream I ever had.
I just wish you will back soon....
From Tokyo. Your beloved lover waiting who is waiting for your return
I love you and I miss you
I didn't get any reply from Satoshi after I sent him my mail this morning. I tought he was totally occupied with his art over there. But when I tried to call him the one that answered me was only the answer machine. I waited and waited until I was done with my schedule for today.
I'm totally exhausted as far as I remembered I got out from studio at 11 p.m. What I wanted to do right now was laying on our bed and sleep. Maybe meet with him in dream will be great, too. However I got irritated as soon as I stepped into our home.
"Arrgh! I didn't turn on the lights when I got out this morning. Ugh, mendokusai!"
I already know our home, too well. I just walked straight to our room.
"Don't you want to say something to me?" I stopped in my track right after I heard that voice. Satoshi! Am I in dream? I am sleepwalking.
I felt a light touch on my shoulder, "You aren't in dream nor sleepwalking, love. Tadaima,"
I turned my head, despite the darkness i can see Satoshi's face that really close to my face, "Anata, hontou ni Satoshi? You aren't a ghost, are you?"
I heard a muffled laugh before the lights turned on and I could see him -Satoshi- in front of me smilling. I smiled back at him and threw myself in his arm. I took a breth full of his scent. I missed this so badly.
"Okaerinasai, Satoshi." whispered I into his ear.
"Tadaima, Kazu." wishpered he back.
Still hugging him I asked: "Why did you come back now? I thought you'll be back in only 2 days."
"Well, my job was already done. And I didn't want to spend more time there in a place without you. So here I am. Back to our home."
I loosened our hug, "I'm very tired right now, Satoshi. And I bet you have a jet lag too, right? How about we cuddle in our bed and you can tell me all about Paris?"
"I would love to do that."
We moved to our bedroom. Since Satoshi was already in his t-shirt he laid in our bed and I changed my clothes in front of him. I didn't feel any embarassment when changing in front of him and after I was done I laid beside him to cuddle with him.
"Can I not tell you about Paris tonight? We have all the time tomorrow. I just want to cuddle with you tonight."
"Un. You shoud tell me everything tomorrow. Anyway, I'm glad you're back in here." I cuddled closer to him.
Satoshi kissed the top of my head when he said: "And I'm even more glad I'm back to your warm embrace. It's really hard without you beside me."
"I know. Even it was just 2 weeks. It was really hard. I'm glad we don't need to do real long distance relationship."
"I don't want to be separated from you. Lets sleep. Oyasumi."
I heard his steady hearbeat and his steady breathing. I smiled I knew we will have all the time tomorrow. And it will be back like before without the distance between us. Tonight I'll sleep soundly. I don't mind if I won't meet him in my dream. Cause I knew he is right here beside me and embrace me. And he will always be there.
I smiled before I slowly feel that my eyes won't stay open anymore. My first long distance relationship end tonight. But I know this gave me the faith that this relationship will survive no matter what happens. And it proves me that we're mutually in love. Me and him. Ninomiya Kazunari and Ohno Satoshi.
END
Hi. i am back with repost from JE exchange.
i hope you like it. I kinda busy cause my uni had 'acctually' started. I will be like Sho in no time. *if you understand what i mean*
anyway, here it is...
thank you for reading.
comment are appreciate.