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[amyviking]

God dammit.... will some mistakes haunt you for the rest of your life? No matter how I try, there is still one ruined friendship floating out there from my horrible depression time, and once again I've tried to extend the olive branch, and once again I get nothing but hatred back. So since I know she doesn't read this livejournal, forgive me for

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[mickaylalynn]

Um pretty much we're all in the left-over Erica category.
I'm sorry babe. Don't think i'm much closer...She practically ignores me when I'm ever home or attempt in any effort to see her.
I know this is WAAAAY easier said than done, but the grass is greener on my side, where you effing let it go.....I know. Hard. Because I'm still mad at her for lots of things, but at the same time, fuck it. Why waste time on something that will get you no where? Because seriously, unless you gave her crazy drugs and stalked her to corner her and talk with her about painful issues, you will NEVER know. But o vell.

[amyviking]

I know, I know... I only tried cuz I made this little plan for myself to get over my depression and move on with my life, kind of like "Amy's Twelve Steps" and it included apologizing and making amends with all the people i hurt. She was the last one on the list and she totally bitch slapped me for attempting it. I don't really want to try again, but I'm sure I will at some point... she just totally didn't understand why I was sending her the email and said all sorts of mean things and it made me SO MAD. but now i'm done.

what are you doing this weekend?? we have a show, a cast party, a friends birthday, and a bar party. it may be the best weekend to have walla walla fun ever.