just wanna be loved.. and if I'm loved is it that much to ask that you prove it?

We now have 3 little girls.  My oldest is turning 5 tomorrow and will be in Kindergarten this coming school year.  They are growing up so fast.  Jerry and I have had a very rocky road, most of it were my doings.  But we are hanging on and working through it.  I'm glad because I enjoy being with him.  We now own a house and 2 vehicles.  Jeep and ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while.. so here is an update.  My husband and I are trying to get a house.  First we need to get our credit scores up so we can qualify for the first time home owner's loan.  All the banks here denied me for a loan.. but guess what bitches.. tommorrow I'm going in to apply at a place that doesn't go by credit scores.. they ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am 6 months pregnant and been having a few major pains as it is, and my husband decides to stress me out yell at me, make me feel like shit.. THEN tell me he is filing for divorce?? Ok.. thats how you're supposed to control your anger, take it out on your pregnant wife. SO I have contractions and horrible pains I went to the hospital and ( Read more... )

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So I'm pretty much pissed off at lets say.. hmm everyone. My mom is mean, my husband hates me, my daughter is in her HORRIBLE twos, and I have no friends. And I'm assuming my husband apparently was fucking some other girl last night because he wouldn't even talk to me on the phone, had to RUSH off every time I called, then wouldn't answer the ( Read more... )

I'm back in school now, at Vatterott. Jerry is still working at Brown's but he might be either getting a job at the Midwest Data Center or going back to school. I really want him to go back to school because I think it would be good for him and I know that is what he wants to do. If he goes back to school we will more than likely get an ( Read more... )

10 days ago I said my vows and we kissed and now we're married!!!! It was so awesome. I almost cried halfway through it because it was so sweet. I'm so glad I married Jerry. My little berry. Hannah loves him to death. As so do I! We had the cutest little wedding too. It was so short and simple, and just a few people there. Just how I like ( Read more... )

Jerry went to Hannibal today to take Zach home. He is staying the night there and I miss him to death. It's moments like this that make me realize how crazy it would be to let him go. Are you kidding me? I love that boy (man, boy just sounds so cute) and I couldn't stand life without him. He is like a big gulp of water, I need him to survive ( Read more... )

So I started work yesterday. It's kinda scary, but I think I can hack it. Jerry and I haven't been getting along the greatest but as I've said before, I can't live without him so everything will hopefully turn out ok. Na, it will.. I know it will. Cause I love him and he loves me. Besides, he has a daughter that loves him and she would come ( Read more... )