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amordemealma

How do I Live?

Oct 21, 2011 12:33

Title: How do I Live?
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Rating: light NC-17
Word count: 3500
Warnings: Bare-backing, mentions of character death (though no one actually dies)
Spoilers:none
Disclaimer:Glee is not, never has been, nor ever will be mine.if it was, Blaine would be a damn senior with Kurt.
Summary:"He looked at the still form lying next to him. ( Read more... )

nc-17, hummelson verse, kurt/blaine, fic, one shot, glee

Comments 8

mimiheart October 21 2011, 20:48:34 UTC

What is it about Fridays?

Gah, this just about broke me. This was beautiful... and heartbreaking at the same time. Wow.

amordemealma October 21 2011, 21:21:11 UTC

I'm sorry. no breakage intended. this was actually written intending to heal any brokenness from a one shot I wrote way back in like July. I'm glad you could still find the beautifulness amidst the heartbreak.

weathersings October 21 2011, 20:49:21 UTC

Soooo good. I love the sheer desperate feel of how much Blaine loves Kurt. Love it.

amordemealma October 21 2011, 21:22:34 UTC

yes. sheer desperateness is exactly right. Because Blaine Just doesn't know how to handle a life without Kurt.

thank you for your lovely comments.

I...I love you. stut_ter October 22 2011, 01:33:51 UTC

I have done this. Dreamed that my husband died in unnatural ways or dreamed that I woke up to him dead next to me and I had to pry myself out of bed to call the police. I have woken him up with my sobs and done this exact thing and talked this way. I know this experience and the desperation and the way you wrote it. Kicked. My. Ass. beautiful. Heartbreaking. Oh my god I love you.

Re: I...I love you. amordemealma October 22 2011, 02:56:38 UTC

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry that you've had this experience, but I'm glad that I got the emotions right. It's never happened to me personally, but, I could imagine that I would act very much like this if I had a dream that my BF died. I'm so sorry for the heartbreaking part but I'm glad you liked it none the less. I love you too!

supergreak December 3 2011, 05:12:03 UTC

*dabs at eyes*
Blaine, darling, this is why you don't eat Fire Cheetos before bed, remember?

Heartbreaking and gorgeous and intimate. wonderful addition to this 'verse.

amordemealma December 3 2011, 09:28:18 UTC

fire cheetos are just a bad Idea. hhehe.

I'm sorry babe. Here. here's some tissues, and some glue to put your heart back together.