in one month boy have things changed.

i put myself on a plane adventuring half way across the world and experienced things i never thought
i would have in a thousand years. it was brilliant. it was the most terrifying thing ive ever done,
yet im so proud of myself for doing it. change has always been a hurdle for me and i think this
trip has helped ( Read more... )

so ill just keep on being someone im not and convincing myself to go with the flow even when i had a bad day today and just needed so badly to be hugged at the end of it. ill pretend that i honestly cant have you because things are so busy right now even though i know id find a way regardless. cause i want you and i know part of you wants me too, ( Read more... )

 just go with the floooooooooooow.
- 18 days until im off to CHINA- the adventure potential is making me sooo excited

Daily Track: Rock N' Roll by Eric Hutchinson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bm5TZX5hz3g

Dear Andy,

can i ask you one question? are you scared of me, do i make you nervous?
i think the answer is yes. i think when you kiss me, youre scared its not right or that im judging you in that second. im afraid you think i expect so much when i dont. i want you to be you and thats why i care about you. i never judge you, not even once, not even ( Read more... )

screw you.

that is all for today, carry on.

i apologize for my lack of posting lately, i usually am in here twice a week writing novels about my life encounters and alas i have been so busy, ive only managed time for a few simple words here or there. so for all of those who still read these silly posts and wish to know whats dancing around in my head here goes nothing!

chica 1: i miss you so ( Read more... )

crummmy day.

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theres been a multitude of times the past week ive wanted to write in here but im so full of emotion that i couldnt find the word.
these next 2 weeks are going to be very, very long.
17 in 6 <3

Here's the day you hoped would never come ( Read more... )