I've let you down ( Read more... )

So i did it. I made an appointment to see a therapist. Well, apparently she isn't really a therapist, she prescribes medicine, but my mom said that the doctor would see me and decide if i should have therapy or if medications will help me. I have to admit, it's a load off, knowing i could be able to fix things. I'm just nervous about the whole ( Read more... )

Last night.

all i have to say is

wow...

I got a roll of film developed
and wasn't prepared for what i saw....

I cried when i saw the pictures on that roll.
They are amazing. The best i've taken.
The emotion, the depth.
I cried....

I forgot what was on that roll.. i didn't think they'd turn out that good...
and i didn't know he was on there....

my heart is hurting.

I have the urge to just get in my car, and start driving. With no destination. I just feel like driving away from everything that's happening in my life right now. Going somewhere else. Taking a map with me, but never really caring to try and use it ( Read more... )

I'm dying tomorrow ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while ( Read more... )

So. a lot has happened in the last week or so since i've written ( Read more... )

I hate my car ( Read more... )

So i started writing this whole thing on changing, but really. i don't know what else to say except that people change, but they should never forget who they were and who their friends were and the good times that were had. And they should never stop talking to those friends that the memories were made with ( Read more... )