unspoken wishes & broken promises; nichkhun/jaebum

[dreamoscope]

unspoken wishes & broken promises
nichkhun/jaebum; pg; 714w
nichkhun stop putting hopes on wishes.

A/N: for maltmilk  @ kpopvalentines, original  here
prompt: 2pm, nichkhun/jay, this

Comments

[babycloud_ai]

Makes me wonder if Jay stays in contact with them... maybe with Khun and Taec but what about the rest? Hmm...

[dreamoscope]

makes me wonder too. it seems like jay would like to keep contact but i dont know if the boys are allowed to stay in contact with him. i dnw :(

[rainbwoo]

/bawls. why ;---; man, i have mixed feelings about this whole jay+2pm matter now. i wonder if they really keep in contact at all...jay recently openly apologized to 2pm and i'm beginning to wonder if taec and junho's recent tweets have anything to do with that..i hope jay still stays in contact with at least one or two of them ;-;
ahh. I'm rambling again at people's journal. Lol ;--; anyways, it was nice seeing the members trying their hardest to fill in the gaps between them and khun again in the fic, though it would never be the same again without jay. sobs ;-;

[dreamoscope]

i didnt even put the two and two together. their tweets and jay's apology. i dont think they'll be that harsh? or am i in denial? :( i really really hope they're still in good terms with each other. sigh.

there was rumour that khun was treated bad after jay left, but i dnw, i never really see it that way. i dont know anymore. i really hope taec and junho's tweets doesnt have to do with jay's apology :( i wanna live in my little world where everyone gets along. cos like... taec used to be really close to jay so i really doubt he really is going against him whatever he did.

or maybe im in denial afterall.
sigh i ramble alot too.

thanks for the comment bb ♥

[faz3away]

;___; I would like to think that the seven stay in contact, I sure hope so. At least a text or phone call once a year. -sigh-

I agree with rainbwoo ^
wonder what their thoughts are on the leadja's apology

This was bittersweet though <3

[dreamoscope]

i sure hope so too :( even if they dont then at least i hope they still are in good relations.

actually beside that, im wondering why jay suddenly says these things, i mean i thought people already put it behind them, and then he brought it up. not like i dislike him for it, i was quite proud of him for doing that, but the timing doesn't feel right, it feels like he's reopening old wounds to try and put it behind him once and for all. dont know :(

anyway, thanks for the comment ♥

[lettherebeminho]

i like it.
it was short and simple and got the message across without wasting words.
plus, anything Khun or Jay related is going to have my undivided attention.
:)

[dreamoscope]

thank you :)
i thought i wasted too much words on this already.. some parts feels... draggy.
but glad you like it anyway :) is khunjay one of your otp? :P

[lettherebeminho]

yeah, it's one of the first otps i was introduced to so it has a special place in my heart. along with TaecJay. haha

if anything, i need to practice writing shorter fics myself. lol

[dreamoscope]

ooh i love taecjay too :D but i never seem to be able to write jay somehow - especially his dialogues.

im the total opposite, i need to practice writing longer fics! lol all i can write these days is drabbles :X horrible.

[kdsaj2]

Why must you do this to me *hic hic*
*cries you a river* T_____T

He is scared that one day he would forget everything about Jaebum save for his face (but that’s because his photo is still the wallpaper of his phone). Maybe it comes one day where Nichkhun will forget the warmth of Jaebum’s palm on his back, or the smell of his cologne, or the way his voice slurs whenever he’s to sleepy to talk, and Nichkhun fears for that day to come.

brought tears to my eyes. sigh. *turns on Khai's Come Back You Bad Person*

[dreamoscope]

because angst kept finding me, and i somehow have to share it before i go insane? lol.
thanks for reading bb ♥