ok so ive started work again and im working 830pm to 5am. its kicking my ass. my parents watch aiva while im at work and my mom tries to let me sleep when shes at home because she knows i get very little. i come home and take a shower and by that time aivas awake and wanting to eat and stuff. so i normally dont get to sleep until like 8am. ( Read more... )

ok so i went in for surgery on wednesday. i was really nervous. and they took me in and started an IV with some fluids to get me good and hydrated. i was so nervous you have no idea. i started feeling all sick to my stomach n stuff. so they lay me back until i walk to the OR. and so i climb on the table and im like please give me something ( Read more... )

PIZZA QUESEDILLAS!!!
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well its exactly 8 hours and 10 minutes before i get put out. im really scared. i cant eat solids anymore until i get out of surgery, i can only drink clear liquids until 5:15 am. but at least after this, hopefully, i will never have to experience kidney stones ever again. but with my family history, i am strongly predisposed to have them. i ( Read more... )

You scored as Sadistic Humour. Congratulations, you scored Sadistic Humour. You find the little things in life to be funny, and have a great sense of humour, whether it's stupid or dark. You're probably young, and older people don't understand why it's all so fucking hillarious. Either way, check out: Clerks, Mallrats, Napoleon Dynamite, Wayne ( Read more... )

ok so i got the new mariah carey cd. i love it. i will not be ashamed.

went walkin at the mall...

i think aiva has an allergy to her formula.

thats about it...id elaborate but im tired.

so alanis morissette did a new song...and i know its a remake, but i cant figure out who did the original. anyway, so the name is 'crazy'. and i hate it. its just not really like her. i think the majority of it is that it isnt original. and im used to her good writing abilities. *shrug* i just thought i might start off with that ( Read more... )

so ive been thinking. what the hell am i gunna do if this fat doesnt go away? i debated saving up money for a liposuction. i know it sounds funny. but i seriously though about it. until i looked at the pricing anyway. id have to save up like 20Gs in order to get it done lol. so yea i guess thats out of the question. i just REALLY dont want ( Read more... )

this is so frusterating. i am trying so hard to not go to not eating to loose weight. i have been walking at the mall recently. and i walked 6 laps today. which is like 6 miles i swear. and i weighed myself, i weigh like 2 pounds more than i did yesterday. argh im so angry. hopefully it shows up tomorrow. so ill weigh myself then and see if ( Read more... )

well i took my car to the shop to have shit looked over and it turns out that my exhaust manifold is cracked. great shit. so its a good thing my parents are paying for it. i dont know what im gunna do when i have to pay for this shit myself. i know i should have, but i really dont have the money to do it. they want my car to be good for winter ( Read more... )