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Feeling blah
I haven't felt really right since I have been back on my meds. Not sure what is going on.
Austin is back home and I am so glad that he is. He has been happy to be back home
and I sure am happy to have him. I am trying to keep this livejournal thing open .. I just
join for joining the communities. Not really to blog. My blog is at www. ( Read more... ) -
Save It
Dry your eyes
The tears aren't real
You can no longer manipulate
The way that I feel
Quiet your voice
You portray the victim
Merely to get sympathy
They don't even know you've tricked them
Hush your thoughts
Sadly, you believe your lies
You brought this upon yourself
And I refuse to sympathize
No more bullshit 'I love yous'
Tired of your constant mind fuck
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Untitled
I'm lost in the shadows
And I don't know the way out
Lost in the shadows
I don't know what this is about
I seem to have lost the light
And though I try I can't turn it on
Lost the light
I don't feel I have won
Learn to love my shadows
And then maybe I can find light
Love my shadows
And my future will become bright
Copyright© Renee August 12 2007
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Locked
And somehow I know
The locked parts inside
I have lost the key
I need to just hide
I don't like it like this
I am so imprisoned
I can't see the way out
If only I'd listened
The bruises I have
Cover every inch of me
I don't know how to heal
So that I may finally see
And somehow I know
Even with my locked inside
You'll one day find the key
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Frozen Inside
My mind has been constantly running but yet drawing up a blank if that makes sense .... I am constantly restless and pacing and I feel like I am going to lose my mind one day. But things are good ~ I know that sounds weird after what I just said but I am in a good moon and things are going well.