i told shan tonight exactly what i felt about our relationship. her response? okay well i gotta go... she was going to blayres again. i wanted to do something this weekend- wanted to try to repair our friendship. i asked her to go with me this morning- she was busy. then she went to san antonio- and she told me she was coming home--- she lied ( Read more... )

went to a swim meet today with sammi. was much fun. hurt my voice. saw many yummy boys. too bad certain boys don't swim... *shrug* it was awesome tho. makes me miss it a lot ( Read more... )

we are no longer friends. sometimes she doesnt see that. but we're not. we never spend time with each other and we barely talk. i've told her i feel like i've lost her as a friend, and especially lately i've really needed her to be there for me if i needed her. and she hasnt been. the only thing she said was she thought we still were. no, we're ( Read more... )

don't you just hate boys that capture your imagination? ha ( Read more... )

i gave sammi the phrase love on your terms- i was having trouble writing on it and i thought it was fitting for our situation. what she came up with is more than perfect. thanks a lot ( Read more... )

it was a day like today, where i was physically and mentally beat up to the point of no return, that all i wanted to do was to be able to call him up and ask him to hold me for a few minutes. just to sit there and be held. i needed that today ( Read more... )

so many things running through my head ( Read more... )

the worst part is not knowing if he still cares ( Read more... )

Wrong Again- Martina McBride ( Read more... )

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore ( Read more... )