a new song im working on ( Read more... )

whats the point of trying when we all know that im an asshole. im trying to change for other people. problem is i like me...on some days. im tired of it all. i dont want friends. i dont need help. i hate monogomy because for me it really takes work. i hate the way i look. i need to be 75lbs lighter. i cant quit throwing up, and whats worst is i ( Read more... )

paddy see's the light... finally. he quit smoking, realized that it was taking to much of his time and he had no real identity other than stoner. hooray kiddo. so are all gemini's this way or just ones with a little cancer in them. starbucks is a good thing?! had a breakthrough, finally brokedown. ive been so down and out, and it's all about to end ( Read more... )

this post started out as a letter to my gf then became something....more ( Read more... )

damn art kids stole my girl friend. shit. i think that is the first time i ever said girl friend. fuck. there it goes again. see what happens. date a liberal and then you start to be honest with the outside world. if only. half the world knows cameron and the other half knows ******(name covered to protect the innocent). i want to move to chicago. ( Read more... )

ahhh! whats so great about rhode island. other than the seafood. fuck it. i miss BAM. and lego's. what ever happened to my lego's. lego my eggo. chicking wing king. iuahgdih eiaruhgiah thats me at the library pretending to type fast. sorry. it was a moment.

i feel like shit. my noise keeps running. im trying to get someone to pack. nobody listens to the black person in the room...

so im trying to figure out if this is jealousy or something else. i hate when assholes talk to people i care about. i mean wtf. u and i both know you know your an asshole so why act concerned about a person and say you are happy about something when we both know if you had the chance to hurt them AGAIN, u would. then again people change, im a nicer ( Read more... )

Letter From Ex ( Read more... )

so im dating a 19 year old... and i hate to admit it but it is the most adult relationship I have had in some time...

Im still angry that my ex is on drugs... well maybe im angry that she left me, instead of me leaving her.

i cant cry... about anything... someone told me that im not human...