don't you even DARE assume you caused this.
don't fucking think you're that important, because you aren't.

why have i wasted my time trying to talk to people through fucking wires and electronic bits of information, all this time? how cheap of me. i embarass myself

"i will never make it better. it will always hurt, you fucking asshole."

eva

Gottsai Dank fur dem Trutenhahn.my life has been simple lately. i'm always astounded at what a simple and pleasant state it reverts to without outside influences. it's both a pleasantly surprised feeling and the anxious little tug that whispers in my ear, "this is good as long as it doesn't last forever." and i suppose it's nice how those two ( Read more... )

feeling shitty ( Read more... )

i've been writing offline for quite some time now and will continue to do so but am going to attempt to direct my feelings electronically tonight in hope of attaining a different perspective on everything that has been going on ( Read more... )

NOT FOR LONG, FUCKERS!!!

i'm leaving.
in august.
forever.

hAHhaHAHAHhahAH!

oh my god, oh my god.
i've been sitting here reading la symphonie pastorale for the past hour, and the lonely essence of my musty room and french prose somehow gave me the illusion that i could handle listening to elliott smith ( Read more... )

i hate the male race.

eva

ben called me today ( Read more... )

as i stare at the world ( Read more... )

ahh. wow. hey. i never write in here, it's pretty sad. i've been... wrapped up in my own life, so utterly and completely. which can be a good thing, but lately i feel like i have been thus losing a part of myself within all of my classes, my activities, my life. i have been studying for ap euro all night, and was about to continue, but not tonight ( Read more... )