Comments | amand_r: be the one who stands up and shocks the system

amand_r

be the one who stands up and shocks the system

Jul 27, 2010 10:22

1. GAH.

ME: Blah blah blah.
THERAPIST: Blah blah BLAH blah. ::eyebrows::
ME: Blah Blah. ::wavey hands::
THERAPIST: AH HAH. THERE IT IS!
ME: Whut?
THERAPIST: There's your problem! Your issue!
ME: ::smacks head:: GODDAMMIT.
THERAPIST: Ha ha ha! Found it! NOW YOUR REAL THERAPY CAN BEGIN.
ME: SHITBEARS!
THERAPIST: YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD ( Read more... )

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heddychaa July 27 2010, 14:42:35 UTC

1. OH GOD THERAPISTS. Mine once made me give a Very Stern Lecture to an empty chair, and at the start I was like "what the hell are we doing, I feel silly, this is dumb" and by the end I was all "baw-haw-haw-haw-haw" crying and she was "we made good progress today!" HOW DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN!

2. I WANT TO READ YOUR FIC JFKLDJFKLDS I LOVE YOUR WITTY BANTER JFKDLSJFKSDL WITTY<3

amand_r July 27 2010, 14:45:14 UTC

This therapist made me roleplay my husband and I was all, "Yeah whatevs" and then I SAID ALL THIS SHIT I NEVER THOUGHT OF BEFORE.

THIS BASTARD FERRETED OUT MY THING. GODDAMN IT.

OH THE FIC. THE FIC. WHAT WAS I THINKING, DOING 14 EPISODES?

neifile7 July 27 2010, 15:15:42 UTC

BRAKE THRUUUU. Huh?

Glad it was good for you.

Sally forth, love, and hurry back. :)

amand_r July 27 2010, 15:16:27 UTC

SALLY FORTH is the best phrase ever.

zsazsa4168 July 27 2010, 15:16:40 UTC

Therapist: Go on.
ME: Don't want to.
Therapist: *poke* Go. On.
ME: No thanks.
Therapist: Go now. It's important.
ME: If I'm paying you, how come I have to do all the hard work?
Therapist: Don't change the subject.
Me: *dissolves in tears*

And don't get me started on the drugs. But I'm trying to break a cycle here, for my kids, so I endure.

I can't tell you how much I envy you that you can write lots of words and have so many of them turn out so pretty.

amand_r July 27 2010, 15:20:38 UTC

HAAAHAHAHAHAA I plan on going off these drugs as soon as possible.

Oh bah words words. THEY NEED TO COME EASIER.

cruentum July 27 2010, 15:34:42 UTC

I can't tell you how much I envy you that you can write lots of words and have so many of them turn out so pretty.

Oh god, word!

amand_r July 27 2010, 15:35:23 UTC

IT'S ALL DONE WITH MIRRORS.

valancy_joy July 27 2010, 16:17:58 UTC

word on the words! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

I was supposed to be much farther along than I am now (and I've been hijacked by a quickie on the side story, the bastard)

hope things are improving a bit. I miss seeing you around...

amand_r July 27 2010, 16:20:38 UTC

so far, I haven't felt like napping, so all is getting better today!

valancy_joy July 27 2010, 16:21:49 UTC

baby steps, bb!! ((hugs))

amand_r July 27 2010, 16:23:16 UTC

YAY! I SAW YOU GOT SIDETRACKED BY MERLIN@ FOR SHAME.

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noveldevice July 27 2010, 16:47:13 UTC

I think I probably need therapy. But who has time. :/ Later. Later.

amand_r July 27 2010, 16:48:13 UTC

OH GOD YEAH. IT EATS A WHOLE HOUR OUT OF THE MIDDLE OF MY DAY.

I'm not even joking. Sometimes I'm like, "Bleaugh. I could be writing."

noveldevice July 27 2010, 16:49:40 UTC

It's not just that, it's how...I have all this other stuff to worry about. I can't actually start working on my real issues. I don't have the emotional space, you know? Like, I don't feel safe enough right now to do more than kind of keep pushing it to the back.