i was thinking of this exact thing. not as DEEP. but for the purpose of living. u and i both know the expectations of our parents. of wanting to become doctors, and i asked my parents why to become a doctor. my father said "when you become a doctor, you will save countless lives, you will help all those people live another day, and know that you have dont something worry" i felt that becoming a doctor was not anymore a dream of my parents. but my own dream, to save lives and help other people with problems that seem all but hopeless. i will now list some more causes
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alot of typos jesus christ. ill never post at 12:30 am again. i mean "that you have done something worthy" and i ask the kids how the trumpet is going i dont tell them ^niRAJ
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anonymous
April 25 2006, 04:37:20 UTC
the other thing i really put a lot into is music, and this passion is really more undefinable or spirtual or what have you, but still sometimes i have to wonder if music is everything i live to love about it, and love to live for it, if that makes any sense, but again i reckon this could just be the overwhelming amount of musicians and music being created ..everywhere, all the time, that is getting to me. so its crazy, but anyway i still hold on to music, and the idea that i might be able to somehow do something worth doing with music, which i guess would mean saying something at least somewhat new with music, i havent quite figured out whether i would have to do smoething 'genius'or would be perfectly content with just good honest music, genius or not. so thats another thing
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Re: its a two parterram4z1ngApril 26 2006, 01:27:39 UTC
Hey Calum, thanks for your comment, and this is Niraj's LJ.
I really enjoyed your comment--you mentioned a lot of things about the times when you're not totally secure in your causes, and you have to decide whether to stick with them or not. I think doubt and insecurity is something that everyone experiences, and I don't think that demeans your beliefs or causes in any way.
As for the music side, I have been having trouble getting a bass player who can handle playing jazz--not a lot of people have experience with the style and drive to play it at the same time, so I'd definitely be interested. Over the summer, I'm planning on hosting a jam session or two at my house--I have drums and a piano so that could be fun. I'll let you know.
I've really enjoyed your writing man. Keep it up. I guess what makes it so refreshing is that it woke me up from the "senior slumber" i guess you could call it. Days turn into meaningless wastes of time, classes are spent watching the clock and curiosity is pretty much thrown out the window; all we wanna be is lazy. Don't worry, there's a segue
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sorry, it was botherning me
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I really enjoyed your comment--you mentioned a lot of things about the times when you're not totally secure in your causes, and you have to decide whether to stick with them or not. I think doubt and insecurity is something that everyone experiences, and I don't think that demeans your beliefs or causes in any way.
As for the music side, I have been having trouble getting a bass player who can handle playing jazz--not a lot of people have experience with the style and drive to play it at the same time, so I'd definitely be interested. Over the summer, I'm planning on hosting a jam session or two at my house--I have drums and a piano so that could be fun. I'll let you know.
Again, thanks for your comment.
-Niraj
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