i hate today.  i feel ugly.

Alright.  I've found a house that has MAJOR potential.  its gorgeous. I love it.  Just waiting to hear back from the guy.  =]  I'm happy ( Read more... )

I can't wait to sleep.
I can't wait until this week is over.
I can't wait to move out.

And I love Corey.  =]

im so stressed out.  to the point where i cant even be productive because i cant stop crying about it.  i need an actual spring break. i need time off from work. i need my friends. i need to sleep in.  i can't even function right now, im such a mess.  i feel like such a huge baby and i hate it.  i worry about what corey thinks about me...having a ( Read more... )

I have absolutely no time for anything anymore.  Between school, work, and having a boyfriend, I don't have time to do anything else.  I hate it.  I want the chance to just relax for once.  And see all the friends I miss and love.  I am not even having a spring break really. I'm working full time this week.  I'm just really irritated and wish I had ( Read more... )

he makes me so happy.  just the way he looks at me, laughs at me, kisses me.  i couldnt ask for anything more.  i love him.

I fall for people really quickly.  I am so scared.  I love being this happy, but the thought of what could potentially happen to this feeling makes me want to cry.

I had a nice night with corey.  =]

Hearing that ashley wanted to be friends again just sent me to tears.  i can't even explain how much her letter meant to be.  she is one of the nicest girls i have ever met, and i miss when we were best friends.  im starting to feel like my life is full again.  full of meaning and love and purpose.  and its everything ive ever wanted.

Last week was so stressful and I couldn't wait for this weekend-a chance to relax and FINALLY see my friends.  And then I got sick.  I have done nothing because I've barely been able to get out of bed.  I've missed 16 hours of work this weekend, not seen my friends, and am just starting all my homework today.  And then I get to go and do the week ( Read more... )