i found one! i found my white hat!! yay! now i need to find my polka dot hat! rargh! i figured they would be together, but alas, i was incorrect. they were separated by the forces that keep true hatty love apart.


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WOW. this is something that i never thought that i would have to experience. or at least, definitely not this soon. i can't believe he's moved on so soon and found someone new ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving, friends and stalkers, all ( Read more... )

you make my heart warm. just...everything about you. even without realizing it, you do. it makes me sad, but in a bittersweet way. you're just that pure, unadulterated innocence in the form of a beautiful, sexy man. you're so sweet. "andrew smith is safe." you have all these wonderful, intense emotions, and they're so beautiful ( Read more... )

bleh. thanksgiving ( Read more... )

ahhh!!! pin-up!!! my model looks sooooo excellent!!! yay!!!!!

i missed the bus. i can't believe it! i'm so mad at myself!!! how could i be so stupid!?!?!? i really really really really really wanted to go see that synagogue. it's temple beth sholom built by flw. i wanted to write my paper on that building, i love it so much! she told me not to, so i didn't, but i really wanted to! it's a beautiful building. ( Read more... )

why am i strill up? why do i do this to myself?

everyone is looking forward to going home. i am pretty indifferent. i'm excited to see steph and esther, but in all reality, it's only, like, 2 or three days for me. i have to be back at school early on sunday, and probably won't get home until late wednesday, so i get thursday, which will be spent family-ing (hopefully without too much fighting), ( Read more... )

it's funny that all i had to do was talk to modar for that short little period of time to remind myself why i dumped him, and why i never want to get back together with him. that's all it took to remind myself why i sobbed harder when we got back together than when we broke up. hahah...everytime i'm reminded of taht, i feel that feeling of relief ( Read more... )