*peers through computer*

I don't know what to say, it's been too long
so I'll start off slow.

hello.

I didn't even know how to begin feeling how I feel,
so I grabbed my horoscope to see if it could do a better job:
you're feeling a wee bit fussy about order and priorities
it's a good time to reorganize and figure out what comes next.maybe I should have looked at that before I spent all day ( Read more... )

so I'm thinking about quitting hot topic...

I am averaging 15 hours a week
(which is after I've ganked shifts off other people)
it doesn't pay me as much as I need
(especially for how few hours I get)
the shifts are generally in the middle of the day or closing shifts
eliminating the opportunity to actually do anything during the remaining hours ( Read more... )

I keep looking backwards
trying to find stable ground so I can move forward
but everything is choppy, scattered, and full of holes.
there was no trust, no reasons to believe
and why should there have been?
no one ever really knows anyone.

...I know ( Read more... )

I'm watching giant snowflakes
fall infront of my window...

apparently I've burned all of my bridges
so if you want to get a hold of me
get a boat.

See How Much You’re Really Worth A Night ( Read more... )

best to keep things in the shallow end ( Read more... )

I don't write in here enough ( Read more... )

no matter what,
I'm left feeling like ian is chasing me
through all the halls and corridors in the world
every once in a while catching me...

and no one can stop him...