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I know no one reads this stupid thing anymore and why would they, myspace is out there. I'm prolly over reacting but to me it's there and it's real, thing is Jason is at one of his friend's house and I'm here by myself and I hate it. I totally hate it. I think I've completely lost myself. I don't even know who I am without him and It's sad. I know
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but alas i've tried calling you and someone picked up and said that it wasn't your number, so do you have a new one and if so let me know what it is! and PS...are you coming to kristi's wedding?? let me know love!
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i went through a patch with andy where if he went out and had fun plans with people and i didn't go i would just sit home pissed off, lonely, and depressed. because i don't really have friends here. i went out once with a girl from work, but we don't like hangout. so it's like if i'm not at work or running around busting my ass in errands and shit for someone else, i'm just home. sitting. being useless. so except for the prison part i have a pretty good idea how you feel. it's kinda like "you're supposed to love me so why do you keep going out without me? i don't leave you alone when you wanna spend time with me, so why am i left in the dust?"
i actually just invited myself out once when he was going bowling with co-workers, haha. and the one time i did go out with tina from work it kinda surprised him and he didn't end up going anywhere that night. he sat home and watched tv. i dunno
i think i know how you feel, but i can't put it into words- i lost my way with them :(
you can always call me!!!!!!!!!!
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