when people are drunk, it seems like things just come out of their mouth they dont mean to. i learned that the hard way last night. i found out something really horrible. i said something even more horrible about myself too when i was drunk. some things should just be kept private, but when tequila starts flowing, it'll never happen.

ive actually been in horrible moods the last few days and i hate it. that hasnt been me at all this summer. but one good thing thats been coming out of all of that is the fact im actually running again and eating better. im down to 112, even though thats nowhere near where i want to be. im only 5 feet exactly so i know that im a tad bit ( Read more... )

not that i have a huge friend list or anything, but i found that i really need to take some people off, just because i dont even communicate with half of you. comment to let me know if you want to stay, even comment saying you dont want to, i wont be offended i just want to clear this thing up.

thanks,
lindsay

being home has been amazing. i have loved every minute, and i cant say college has really popped back into my head much at all. my grades were decent. one A, one B, two C's, and a D. actually my mom wasnt thrilled at all but fuck her. ive been smoking my brains out and i really am enjoying that. philips home and i still havent seen him. ( Read more... )

i got my first "underage possession of alcohol" this friday. awesome. i get to drive 4 hours june 13th to be in court, plus i have 50 hours of commnity service and alcohol classes.

and the first thing i did after that lovely ordeal was the police? you guessed it, i got so drunk that i barely remember anything. fuck the police.

"Animals are my friends-and I don't eat my friends."
George Bernard Shaw

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I just remembered. I never showed you guys my tragus piercing. The name sounds sort of wierd but I like mine. Its sort of, uhh pretty? To me atleast.

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you know what pisses me the hell off? this whole stereotype shit at school. the fact that i am a normal girl for the most part, get decent grades, hang out with the "popular" kids, and that im not fucking miserable somehow makes it true that i cant like the music i do. i cant ever possibly be listening to punk, emo, or even stuff from the 60's ( Read more... )

I GET MY CAR BACK TODAY. YAY. YAY. YAY. MY LITTLE BABY RED CIVIC IS BACK. SO HAPPY. SO HAPPY!! I MISSED HER SO MUCH. SO SO SO SO MUCH. IM CELEBRATING DUDE. SHE IS GETTING WASHED, VACUUMED, A TAKEN ON SOME JOY RIDES TODAY. I LOVE RED CIVI-PIMP MOBILE. <3 I THOUGHT ID NEVER GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN BUT NOW I AM!