Losing Control - Part 1
Lost Girl - Bo/Lauren
Losing Control - Part 1
Bo paced around the apartment, she couldn’t sleep, and the past few weeks still haunted her like a living nightmare. Dyson’s sudden loss of love for her came as a shock at first, she loved him she knew that, but she felt that she couldn’t be in a relationship with him if he could not feel anything for her anymore. Bo however still saw him occasionally for a top up or to replenish her energy. These visits though were becoming less and less frequent.
A noise suddenly broke her thoughts as she wondered through the splintered door of her current bedroom. “Kenzi” she called down the stairs to her flatmate, their relationship was one of love and trust without the lust, Bo saw Kenzi as a little sister, annoying but she knew that she couldn’t live without her, although sometimes she wondered how she lived with her.
Hearing no reply Bo gently stepped down the cold, wooden stairs, her bare feet aching from the lack of heat, she longed to have a rug or carpet, but due to less and less appointments for their investigations they were beginning to struggle to make ends meet with food and bills. As Bo took the last step she positioned herself in to a stance, ready to take on anyone or anything that was trespassing in her home, a shadow appeared on the floorboards ahead of her, Bo made a conscious note to remember to sweep up as her toes came in to contact with dirt and dust, “Freeze” she yelled causing the perpetrator to fall backwards on to the only furniture that they had acquired.
“Bo, what the hell” Kenzi cried lifting herself up from the chair, Bo smiled and breathed a sigh of relief “Kenz, I thought you were asleep”. Kenzi slumped back down on to the shabby chair, “Me too, but I can’t sleep, keep thinking about how we will pay for our next meal, Bo we need to do some work, maybe I should apply for a position at the fast food place, money’s not bad and we could..” Kenzi began, “No Kenz, I can take care of this”.
Kenzi looked at her, “How Bo, we have no money and nothing to do, please just let me earn enough for this week’s food, then I’ll cause a scene and leave, please” Kenzi asked looking at Bo with her puppy dog eyes, Bo crumbled “Fine Kenz, but only for a week, thanks for ya know helping”. Kenzi smiled “Cool and babe, get some sleep, you have an appointment in the morning with Dr Hot pants”. Bo frowned “Oh shit, forget that, oh she’ll want the talk and I’m so not in the mood for it”. Kenzi took her hand, “Just be honest with her, but remember she may be a geek, but she will be snapped up another, woman’s trash and all” she giggled. “Lauren’s not trash” Bo snapped as Kenzi began to walk away, “Ooh defensive, just get your girl action on then, just saying she may be a liar, but she is a hot liar and she did have your best interests at heart”.
Bo thought for a second, “Yeah she did, I’m just not sure if I can forgive the lies though, I just feel that she got me in bed by pretence, not that she really wanted me” Bo said sadly. Kenzi turned around and put her arm around Bo, “She was way in to you before the Ash stuff, only a blind person could not see that spark age between you, it was like watching July 4th every time she was around”.
“She lied though Kenz” Bo began, Kenzi put her finger to Bo’s lips “Do you like like her?” Bo began to speak, “No Bo just nod or shake your head okay, “Do you like like her?” Kenzi asked winking, Bo nodded her head, “Are you going to forgive her?” Bo shrugged, “Will you hear her out?” Kenzi asked and Bo nodded.
Kenzi removed her finger from her lips, “Good then get some sleep before your eye bags get eyes bags” Kenzi giggled running away as Bo threw a cushion in her direction, “Night Bo” she laughed running up the stairs, Bo sat back down, as she yawned she realised she needed to sleep she had a lot of thinking and talking to do and she needed rest before she even contemplated meeting up with Lauren again.
Losing Control - Part 1
Bo paced around the apartment, she couldn’t sleep, and the past few weeks still haunted her like a living nightmare. Dyson’s sudden loss of love for her came as a shock at first, she loved him she knew that, but she felt that she couldn’t be in a relationship with him if he could not feel anything for her anymore. Bo however still saw him occasionally for a top up or to replenish her energy. These visits though were becoming less and less frequent.
A noise suddenly broke her thoughts as she wondered through the splintered door of her current bedroom. “Kenzi” she called down the stairs to her flatmate, their relationship was one of love and trust without the lust, Bo saw Kenzi as a little sister, annoying but she knew that she couldn’t live without her, although sometimes she wondered how she lived with her.
Hearing no reply Bo gently stepped down the cold, wooden stairs, her bare feet aching from the lack of heat, she longed to have a rug or carpet, but due to less and less appointments for their investigations they were beginning to struggle to make ends meet with food and bills. As Bo took the last step she positioned herself in to a stance, ready to take on anyone or anything that was trespassing in her home, a shadow appeared on the floorboards ahead of her, Bo made a conscious note to remember to sweep up as her toes came in to contact with dirt and dust, “Freeze” she yelled causing the perpetrator to fall backwards on to the only furniture that they had acquired.
“Bo, what the hell” Kenzi cried lifting herself up from the chair, Bo smiled and breathed a sigh of relief “Kenz, I thought you were asleep”. Kenzi slumped back down on to the shabby chair, “Me too, but I can’t sleep, keep thinking about how we will pay for our next meal, Bo we need to do some work, maybe I should apply for a position at the fast food place, money’s not bad and we could..” Kenzi began, “No Kenz, I can take care of this”.
Kenzi looked at her, “How Bo, we have no money and nothing to do, please just let me earn enough for this week’s food, then I’ll cause a scene and leave, please” Kenzi asked looking at Bo with her puppy dog eyes, Bo crumbled “Fine Kenz, but only for a week, thanks for ya know helping”. Kenzi smiled “Cool and babe, get some sleep, you have an appointment in the morning with Dr Hot pants”. Bo frowned “Oh shit, forget that, oh she’ll want the talk and I’m so not in the mood for it”. Kenzi took her hand, “Just be honest with her, but remember she may be a geek, but she will be snapped up another, woman’s trash and all” she giggled. “Lauren’s not trash” Bo snapped as Kenzi began to walk away, “Ooh defensive, just get your girl action on then, just saying she may be a liar, but she is a hot liar and she did have your best interests at heart”.
Bo thought for a second, “Yeah she did, I’m just not sure if I can forgive the lies though, I just feel that she got me in bed by pretence, not that she really wanted me” Bo said sadly. Kenzi turned around and put her arm around Bo, “She was way in to you before the Ash stuff, only a blind person could not see that spark age between you, it was like watching July 4th every time she was around”.
“She lied though Kenz” Bo began, Kenzi put her finger to Bo’s lips “Do you like like her?” Bo began to speak, “No Bo just nod or shake your head okay, “Do you like like her?” Kenzi asked winking, Bo nodded her head, “Are you going to forgive her?” Bo shrugged, “Will you hear her out?” Kenzi asked and Bo nodded.
Kenzi removed her finger from her lips, “Good then get some sleep before your eye bags get eyes bags” Kenzi giggled running away as Bo threw a cushion in her direction, “Night Bo” she laughed running up the stairs, Bo sat back down, as she yawned she realised she needed to sleep she had a lot of thinking and talking to do and she needed rest before she even contemplated meeting up with Lauren again.