Need and love and loss and Sheppard couldn't stand any more, couldn't, couldn't, it hurt too much, was too much, was unbearable and he keened out the only word he could still hold onto, No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Nothing he did could stop him reliving every instant and his grief was a raw, acid scour through Sheppard's soul. Major Sheppard blended with Colonel Sheppard, with John, who had lost his city and his time and his lovers and everything that had mattered. One was the other was one was them was him was too much -
just checking, it was hard to tell from reading the story. But I guess it makes sense that the stasis units weren't working that great after Weir killed the AI. it just kind of sad that the first John went in knowing he may never wake up again.
I just read the last five chapters in one sitting, so I’m still reeling from all the death, doom and destruction.
I like this version of Sheppard and Sumner’s relationship. I can’t wait to see how this John, Rodney and Elizabeth react to each other after reliving their counterparts’ memories. The other Rodney never knew what killed him, and Elizabeth went into statis without knowing that John would wake up... I wonder if there will ever be full disclosure?
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This makes me heart heavy.
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I like this version of Sheppard and Sumner’s relationship. I can’t wait to see how this John, Rodney and Elizabeth react to each other after reliving their counterparts’ memories. The other Rodney never knew what killed him, and Elizabeth went into statis without knowing that John would wake up... I wonder if there will ever be full disclosure?
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