Trial III

[allsorts46]

Well, this has been quite an epic story, involving seven people overall... where to begin? I assume it's fairly well known that I've been complaining to absolutely anyone who'll listen that Shanna is never around any more because of working so much. Because of it, our conversations were becoming more and more void of, well, conversation. This is

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entry worth waiting for....lol

[lostgyspy2]

Hey Babe....this was a long and a very poignant entry...really touched my heart. I am really sad to hear about the trials you and Shanna have gone through this week, but trust me, I do understand. This is the thing about relationships....nothing is set in stone, and we are all humans. Which as you know, we are not perfect, so we do fuck up at times, even unintentionally. I am glad to know that you have talked and have come to a certain conclusion. I am still here for you both, and anything I personally can do for you both, never hesitate to ask.......after all, I am mom, and I love you all......and just know, that, as I did this time, I will always do what I can to help you both. I have been around, even if only from a distance, for both of you through all of your relationship.....and I have seen you both grow together and know how special you are to each other. Ok, now to change the subject, I am so proud of you and Graham, you will go far in you business, because you are good at what you do, and you are honest. Well, that is

[thepockyaddict]

Finally finished reading the novello of a post ^_

[allsorts46]

Of course you are right; it's unreasonable to expect that any relationship could ever be without any disagreements. The thing with Shanna working a lot was only one of these, and although I may hate it now I'm sure it would have been happily forgotten once it was over and we could talk more again.

I'm sure it still will... the only thing that really stays with me is that for a moment, I didn't believe her. I just feel disappointed that after so long of arguing with other people, defending my faith in us whilst they tried to convince me I was wrong, I broke it myself in the end.

It probably doesn't matter now, I suppose it's mainly pride that makes me see it as a kind if 'failure'; I just thought it'd never happen, then it did.

However stupid this phrase sounds though, your nose is very welcome here, lol. I always appreciate other's views on things, and I value yours. Thanks.

[lenaiyia]

Ashley I suggest you watch what you say about me. I don't have a good temper so don't be writting about me. And why is it that my journals amuze you? Are you saying that my pain amuzes you? It's not a good idea to make fun of someone that puts heart into what they write.

[allsorts46]

And I suggest that you don't threaten me. This is my journal, and I'll write whatever I want.

My amusement is nothing to do with the subject matter of what you actually write - of course I don't take pleasure in other people's troubles. It's about the way it's written.

[lenaiyia]

That wasn't a threat I just don't appriciate others talking about me. So please leave me out of your discussions.

[allsorts46]

I don't believe I've mentioned you before this entry, though I haven't checked, so correct me if I'm wrong.

You are mentioned in this entry because you're an important part of the story. Your GJ entry had a huge effect, and I have to record that.

Also although I used your name, consider that nobody that reads me, apart from Shanna and Kimberly, even know who you are. I never said you username or posted any link to any of your journals. Even the part that I quoted was not about you.

I promise you I will never write about you personally, or your life, because your personal life is not my business. If I ever do, you've got every right to complain. But I haven't, and I won't.