I haven't seen the damn kid's face in 2 1/2 years and I'm going to see him in four days. Four days. Four. I kind of panicked about all of this a few days ago. My mother was with me and just kept yelling that I needed to go on medication. Thanks, Ma. Truth of the matter is- that kid has always caused such feelings to happen to me. Luckily I'm great ( Read more... )

I think everyone says this, but it's funny how things change ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMI NOELLE AKA IMA!!!!! I LOVE YOUZZZZZZ!

When something frustrates you, you get away from it. Plain and simple.

But what if the something is yourself? Not much plain and simple there.

Insomnia has definitely set in.

WebMD just told me I had gonorrhea. This is the 4th time it has told me I have it... I never have.

WebMD at 3am does not help my mind want to sleep.

I hope I am as fucking cool as Betty White when I am old.

Shit. What a cool woman.

I need advice from someone who knows absolutely nothing about me or how I react to situations.

... Is it that I need advice or am looking to hear what I want to hear?

It has been 11 years since he has been gone and you would think at some point I would get over it, but I really can't. And honestly, I don't want to. Not a day goes by when I don't think about him. Obviously I wonder why he did it and in recent years my mom has shed some light on it for me. I just wonder what went through his head 11 years ago ( Read more... )

He is coming in 10 days..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

"Fate has a weird way of working itself out... (got faith in that ( Read more... )

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