all the arms around you now, could they ever catch you then?

[allis5547]

Today has been an odd day. Everything just sort of came and smacked me in the face when I was driving home from work tonight. I think I might have had a slight break down. It's not that my day has been bad, just overwhelming, if you will. Everything is changing, and its just really not cool. I thought I could handle it and that I was void of

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[indierockrocker]

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i know exactly what you mean. i'm sorry

oh yes

[iamascientist]

i'm entirely 100% positive that i've had several breakdowns ever since we left kristen's AT 10:30 haha yeah. god sooooooooo sad and god such sad music. ugh cry cry cry. yeah. ugh. and last song? i've listened to that at least 20,000 times. :( i am sorry to say that we are not as close as i would like to be oh friend allison. sad sad for that too since now i will be gone :( we'll have to work on that. OH on happier note, ashley told me she passed arty to you??!?! how are you liking it?!?!?! i haven't given her the 2nd yet but they're quick reads so she'll get done fast and soon you all shall have read all of them and i shall have more arty friends hopefully!!! yay!!!

yeah sorry for the rant, i'm being pathetic :\

Re: oh yes

[allis5547]

Well thank you for the comment elise :) I think we are all being a bit pathetic here lately but I mean, I think that we have a right to be. I'm sorry as well that we haven't really been that close...I mean, I think you're cool but I just have never talked to you all terribly much and I have no clue why. Why am I so fucking weird? haha oh well...we shall still keep in touch when you go, maybe that will make us actually conversate. Oh God, I love little Arty so much so far...he's quite entertaining. How many are in the series? Well my fish sticks need inserting into the oven so I'll chat with you later...WARPED TOUR IN LIKE ONE DAY HOLY SHIT!

[safe_bets]

god. we left kristens at 10:30 and everything has been downhill ever since. i love you allison. muchas muchas. and if we can make it through joan ormans class then we can probably do anything. but i know waht you mean. everthing is changing. and there might be more change coming. :/ but whatever comes we can handle it because lungs and allisings always go insane together. :)

[extragum01]

That was one of the best and worst nights of my life. I wouldn't trade it for anything, but it was so sad. And I no matter how I try, EVERYTHING reminds me. God. I don't like this.