Hmmmmm. So things are good. I am very much my own person. I am slowly becoming. I am beginning to branch out.
Changes, yes there have been some. Inward changes, the way I view things, people and situations. And I have a very wonderful person who helps me to grow. I feel I am just where I need to be.

Yesterday I was on campus.
I talked to Becky.
I watched bugs.
I was pressured by Becky.
Now here I am.
Hello livejournal.

My head hurts, I have to go to the gyno, and I am missing half of The Bandar-log's first true gig due to work.
I'll write on a day that doesn't suck.

For Becky: I officially name my livejournal Clouse.

So tonight I worked for Brett, who is now in my debt :D, and it was insanely busy. From the time that I got there (which was 4) to about 5:30, I handled the register. Now readers, that is an hour and a half of dealing with customers. Nobody should have to endure that. Luckily, I was the first one to come in for the closing shift so I got my lunch ( Read more... )

I've been more in the mood to write lately even though I have nothing to talk about. So cheers to miscellaneous thoughts ( Read more... )

TODAY HAS BEEN THE BIGGEST BLAST FROM THE PAST ( Read more... )

Hmm. Today I slept until like 1 or so and then layed around and completely skipped out on Little Miss Maid. Poo that, I almost want to quit. So then I finally started getting ready and did so in time to make it to work. I thought work would be fun because I was working with fun people..except bitch lady...but it twas not. Michelle and I were both ( Read more... )

I think a chunk of my heart died today. I no longer have it, it is gone, and no one will ever get it. Bleh this hurts a lot.

Oh, and a happy birthday to a happy ashlie :) I LOVE YOU AND OMG YOU ARE 18! woot woot we're legal? WEIRD.

Hmph. Things are really awkward nowadays. My relationships with people, people, and myself. I wish things could be a certain way forever. Although that wouldn't do. I need certain things in the way that I cannot have them. I've reacquainted with some friends, and met some new. I do enjoy that. But at the same time I feel like I'm losing my old ones ( Read more... )

I never know how to start these entries. So we'll start with the beginning of this week ( Read more... )

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