Weird little updates ( Read more... )

I moved into a cozy studio today. Despite the neighborhood, despite the neighbors, despite what it looks like on the outside...it's actually kinda nice inside. Hardwood floors, an octagonal shower that almost encases you, and a little kitchenette. It's made for one. Just me. And it's a nice little cave for me to hide in. Away from everyone.

The idea of being free, I suppose, means the ability of choice with the assumption that there is no right or wrong choice ( Read more... )

Is it weird I have like six people actively seeking out employment for me?
And none of them are family.
That's weird, right?

I have an actual to-do list. Honestly. It's sitting right over there. But I keep getting these "Oooh, shiny." moments. And for once, I think it's not cause I'm running ( Read more... )

I got laid off yesterday.

This morning I deposited my severance check, filed for unemployment, worked on my resume, and started my job search again.

I move into a place by myself in about a month.

I am optimistic.

And happy.

Sometimes I need this. I need a few days to clear my head, and get away. I always feel like I'm in some kind of bizarre dream-like state for the first bit of though, because it's so out of the norm. I can't really accept the reality of the situation, and more often than not I surprise myself with the things that go through my head. I don't know if ( Read more... )

Flip a switch, be happy. It's easy.

If you find it disgusting, I agree with you.
If you are disturbed, I agree with you.
If you find it frightening, I agree with you.

But that doesn't mean a thing. The plain and simple truth is that I can flip a switch, and be happy.

It's a worthwhile skill to learn.

I'm gonna have an emo moment here ( Read more... )

500+ Entertainment Industry Professionals
- On a massive soundstage
- With an open bar
- 16 cases of Vodka
- 45 cases of different beers
- Live bands
- Good times...

Mobile uploads to facebook tonight. LJ tomorrow.

If I'm conscious.