I'm not ok. I'm a fucking mess. I don't have anyone I feel comfortable turning to when I need to be grounded and I've needed that now more than ever. My closest friends are farther away than ever. My life is slipping out of control and I'm so scared that I'm just not good enough. But get into med school. To keep friends for longer than a year. To ( Read more... )

Goddammit where's the German album??! Fuck you internet!!!!

- because I haven't seen enough people out there like my dad- willing to do anything necessary when it comes to patient care.
- because I wouldn't be happy sitting behind the scenes
- because I want a job that will never become 'same ol', same ol''
- because I don't want to settle for being something less than my fullest potential, even if that ( Read more... )

I swear I must be bipolar. Just last week I was barely able to wake up in the morning and this week... I feel better than I have in awhile. Sure, my academic situation has improved agood deal since then, but really, nothing else has changed at all. Somethings are worse even. I don't know who I should trust anymore and I'm completly uncertain as to ( Read more... )