I have this funny feeling that this is going to be one of the worst spring/summers that I've had in a while, because its already beautiful out and I have to work basically every day. The days that I get off are the only times I'm going to be able to enjoy the weather but most of my days off are spent cleaning and doing all the things I can't get ( Read more... )

haven't written in a while, not a whole lot to say ( Read more... )

I don't have the energy to write in these things anymore, but I felt the need tonight. Everyone in this house is sick of having me here, I feel like I'm being pushed to move out when I'm really not ready (financially). It sucks. I hate feeling like I'm unwanted in my own home. I don't think I've been THAT horrible to have around. My mom keeps ( Read more... )

So I have a little bit of a gay-man crush on a severly gay (but severly hott) kid that works at the Irving in Newmarket. Haha. It makes me miss having close gay friends. :( or gay friends at all for that matter.

Anyone who knew him before, and who knows him now...

he wasn't always a total asshole, right? I can't bring myself to accept the fact that I was hung up on someone that was that horrible a person to begin with.

its 4 am and i've been sewing since 11, and i love it. i love having that initiative and fun back. and i have to say, im pretty damn proud of my ren-faire outfit lol. its not quite done yet, but its pretty much 75% finished. in one night. oh yeah. im not even tired, but i know i should go to bed.

I'm not sure if my dream last night was trying to tell me that things could always be worse, or that I'm stressing out a lot still over this whole ordeal, but either way it woke me up in a terrible, stressed out mood.
Thats no way to feel at 745 am when I have to go to work for 9 hours. Blah.

I would like for once, a stretch of time in my life where there is no drama whatsoever. I figured that my friend drama and relationship drama was done, but now I've got severe work drama to deal with. Basically my boss is a bitch and I walked out yesterday, and even though I really don't need this job (I can find another $8 an hour job anywhere) I' ( Read more... )

Never knew I could feel like this ( Read more... )

Peace, asshole!