good day. ran errands with drew, then came home and watched the sisters (maria bello is *really* pretty! and eric mccormack, who knew?) and the first half of angels in america. was a little startled by the ending of angels, not like, by the ending itself, but rather in that, "that's it?!" sense ( Read more... )

i don't consider myself a creative person. other people do, for some cracked out reason, especially people who knew me back when i was this Grand Musical Phenomenon. but i don't, at all. because i see creative people all around me -- go out of my way to surround myself with them, actually -- and i'm just not like them. they have a passion, a drive ( Read more... )

i've spent the day watching old gilmore girls (season 2, jess' intro when he's snarky and only nice to rory -- but oh, how nice he is....), and suddenly "the blower's daughter" pops into my head and i'm just pulled back. back into all of it, in my head, how it all was just a few short months ago. and god, i know how over and done it all is, how ( Read more... )

what i want right now is to write a marathon post. the kind no one (except maybe jenna, haha) will ever read, the kind where i can hide inside my words.

that's all this really is, you know. is hiding.

for those of you who were wondering (which would be......no one), the thing called love is so beautiful. of course it's cliched, and of course it' ( Read more... )

so, i spent my weekend being active, social. or something resembling the two, since really the only socialization was with people obligated by blood to be nice to me. and, well, actually, friday night i watched sound of music in its entirety for the first time in YEARS, which wasn't terribly social but was very enjoyable. but my mom called me ( Read more... )

i have been infatuated with but i'm a cheerleader again since tuesday ( Read more... )

because it never stops, and it never goes away. not really ( Read more... )

okay. so. i am primarily journalling right now because i have to share the following story which is too funny not to share ( Read more... )

dear uterine lining. why do you insist on having such an adversarial relationship with the rest of my reproductive system? what did they ever do to you? for that matter, what did i ever do to you? please advise ASAP, as i am in pain and not a happy chicky. any assistance you can offer would be much appreciated. love, ali ( Read more... )

snow may be beautiful, but driving in it sucks. today i didn't have to deal with it, but apparently we're supposed to get 3-5" tomorrow night. :(

people may be beautiful, but dealing with them SUCKS. tomorrow night i hope i don't have to deal with it, but today was a rough day. :(

so she built a skyscraper of procrastination ( Read more... )