Comments | aliyaskie: she knew that she was doing wrong

aliyaskie

she knew that she was doing wrong

Nov 19, 2005 21:08

( cut for emo bullshit.......and privacy (ironic, since i'm posting it publicly) )

writing, enter at your own risk, disjointed ramblings

Comments 14

i'm sorry ashirashadow November 19 2005, 22:27:37 UTC

Re: i'm sorry aliyaskie November 19 2005, 22:29:04 UTC

.....for what?

why do you keep doing that? grr......

Re: i'm sorry ashirashadow November 19 2005, 22:46:38 UTC

b/c i wont let you connect with me. i wont share. i've been pushing you away and that's not fair. i do still want you here. i'm sorry i can't tell you how tho.

Re: i'm sorry aliyaskie November 19 2005, 23:08:41 UTC

can't tell me how? how what?

it's......it's not okay, but i'll survive. it doesn't matter if it's fair, it's what you need to do.

and you may be pushing me away, but i'm still here. well, as close as i can stay with your hand in my chest and your arm held out, taut.

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ginevra_alessa November 19 2005, 23:09:39 UTC

wow i was feeling so disconnected last night!!

okay so it wasn't just me.

sorry i didn't....i don't know...i was in the weirdest mood.

summer and i are both depressed too and yeah it was just big depression fest i guess.

so lindsay lohan "disconnected".

i just felt cut off from life...feel...cut off...

she said she really liked you though so yay.

aliyaskie November 19 2005, 23:26:32 UTC

nono it COMPLETELY was not just you.

and i'm SOOOO glad that summer liked me......cause i was worried that my weirdness inside was coming out, which was scary. so thank you. :)

*smooches*